Sorta feel bad for the dude. It's not an uncommon crisis for students to go through. It’s good step forward to ask for help. Era isn’t it. If anything, it influenced the self defeating attitude. If you’re saying you feel dumb, empty, useless, while saying you already know everything and other people are wrong. Like?
User is young. Hoping they get advice and course correct. Look into transferring credits to comedy school.