Look at the second quoted bit, re-read it again and then ask yourself: "Gee, does that make sense? Is all my problems with women solely on them? Hmmm..." If you say "yes," you are officially beyond help.
I'm copping an attitude toward you because I'm sick of the way you continue to pawn your problems off on others. Take the married wife for instance: Was she horrible to act the way she did toward you? Yes but: You never should've messed around with a married woman in the first place, as soon as she said she was married? "Bye, Felicia (or whatever name here)!" You're both at fault, really.
Every experience I've had has been negative and only proven whatever negative ideology I have.
My only experience in high school was just an overly hot girl being overly flirty and nice. But I didn't care because whatever, it was high school.
My first sex experience was with a girl who wasn't pleased with my first time performance and basically complained about the sex the whole time.
My first experience in college the first time was with an overly flirty girl who would talk about her sex life with me and tell me how attractive I am, in the end I tired to suggest sex. She said nope and I said ok, because in the end you had to understand she just had a sex positive/open personality so whatever.
My next experience was with a girl who was just nice to me and in the end I asked her out for a date. She said no, and well I realized she was just being friendly because she wasn't a douche. No problem.
Then there was that girl in my writing class who seemed interested, but I guess I did something wrong so she immediately cooled. Ok whatever, no big deal. I didn't know her that well.
Then came my Mexican friend. To everyone's eyes she was interested. People thought we were dating. She always wanted me around. She was a great person. We were very close, but in the end I guess all those obvious signals weren't that. In the end we've become less close because there's an imbalance and she clearly doesn't need my sex free attention anymore. She found another dude and doesn't talk to me anymore. What a soul crushing experience, but one I was trying to move past.
Then came the married girl who would send me sexually explicit messages(I WANT TO SUCK YOU BLAH BLAH) and then nothing. Well I sure felt played and I loved that this feed my negativity.
Mix with the super unsuccessful runs with Bumble and Tinder and yes I'm sorry that I don't have good feelings towards women.
What are my problems? Maybe not being aggressive enough? Not being social? Being afraid and un-confident? Sure, but what reason should I be confident for, when I haven't been able to have sex in years. When girls seem to not all actually be interested in me.
My problems are not treating them like shit.
Just having not overall faith or trust in them, because why should I?
This isn't even true.
I don't treat women like shit in real life. I would never saw fuck all whores. If anything I just keep to myself. I'm not on any mra shit. I don't follow any of that gamer gate nonsense.
I only dislike women in the romantic/sexual sense and you know what it is their fault. Every single experience with them in that area has been negative. I have yet to have a positive one and it continually happens for reasons I don't understand.
I would be shocked if all these thoughts you have about women aren't coming through in some way in your conversations with them.
Well prepared to be shocked, because I somehow still have female friends.
