Random talk thread: It just keeps happening

[Phoenix Dark]

I have hypertension, nearly stage-2 hypertension. Just as recently as eight months ago, my blood pressure was normal and borderline low--I don't smoke or drink. I exercise regularly and my BMI is 21. Based on the above, I can only conclude that my hypertension is caused by the combo of effexor/wellbutrin. 

I didn't know you were African American.

[Huff]

take more drugs!

soon you'll have quite the cocktail

[Diunx]

Thanks to everyone that voted to my friend, she made it to the finals! so a little more help would be really apreciated, winning this would be a big boost to her career (actress/model )

http://www.universimag.com/?p=2252

Poll is at the bottom just below the ads she is #2 Rocio Rodriguez

Thanks lots.

[Phoenix Dark]

dunno breh, Victoria Urbáez lookin mighty fine 

[Diunx]

Whaaaa? she looks like a cheeseburger! (no offense himungus)

[Diunx]

Not by much

[Reb]

Woah, the Google translate to dutch version of that page is surprisingly accurate.
I voted for Madaline with her fresh, modern style.

[Diunx]

That's because she decided to take a pic of what she actually wears to school, she is pretty hot in RL

[Diunx]

Woah, the Google translate to dutch version of that page is surprisingly accurate.
I voted for Madaline with her fresh, modern style.

Diunx Dislikes this.

[demi]

She looks like she has a fuzzy cunt. Can you confirm this?

[Madrun Badrun]

Im sick again. this summer sucks.

[Flannel Boy]

Im sick again. this summer sucks.

This summer sucks cunts. Wait that's me.

[Rufus]

That's because she decided to take a pic of what she actually wears to school, she is pretty hot in RL

http://i.imgur.com/pMxOzWVl.jpg

The brown girl is cuter, sorry.

[Phoenix Dark]

Diunx

I'll vote again. I need to come down there and wow women with my American charm, green cards, and five dollar bills.

[Mupepe]

Ya'll are crazy.  Diunx's friend is by far the hottest chick on that page.  Dayum!

[Diunx]

Diunx

I'll vote again. I need to come down there and wow women with my American charm, green cards, and five dollar bills.

There is a bar in the colonial city that it's famous for the amount of American basketball players that go there, a tall black gentleman like yourself would score some quality pootang in there easily.

[Diunx]

Forgot to mention I made out with a black chick for the first time last Saturday, felt good man.

[Flannel Boy]

I have to taper off effexor slowly because of withdrawal discontinuance syndrome. 

Withdrawal symptoms may include agitation, anorexia, anxiety, confusion, impaired coordination, diarrhea, dizziness, dry mouth, dysphoric mood, fasciculation, fatigue, headaches, hypomania, insomnia, nausea, nervousness, nightmares, sensory disturbances described as "brain zaps" (shock-like electrical sensations), somnolence, sweating, tremor, vertigo, and vomiting

Fun times ahead. It's just a good nothing happened in my life that would make me experience all of those things anyway.

[Mupepe]

hey, on the plus side between the anorexia and the vomiting and nausea you can probably eat like shit and still lose weight!

[Eli Gulgin]

Brain zaps sound promising

[Steve Contra]

I have to taper off effexor slowly because of withdrawal discontinuance syndrome. 

Withdrawal symptoms may include agitation, anorexia, anxiety, confusion, impaired coordination, diarrhea, dizziness, dry mouth, dysphoric mood, fasciculation, fatigue, headaches, hypomania, insomnia, nausea, nervousness, nightmares, sensory disturbances described as "brain zaps" (shock-like electrical sensations), somnolence, sweating, tremor, vertigo, and vomiting

Fun times ahead. It's just a good nothing happened in my life that would make me experience all of those things anyway.

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I lived with a guy who had to wean himself off something (can't remember what) and he was a fucking mess.  The brain zaps were the worst.

[Flannel Boy]

hey, on the plus side between the anorexia and the vomiting and nausea you can probably eat like shit and still lose weight!

I don't think I have much weight to lose.

I lived with a guy who had to wean himself off something (can't remember what) and he was a fucking mess.  The brain zaps were the worst.

I had a difficult time tapering off of paxil. I had flu-like symptoms and extremely depressed.

[Mupepe]

Oh yeah. Then eat even shittier food to stay the same weight. If you don't mind me asking what is effexor prescribed for?

[Flannel Boy]

Oh yeah. Then eat even shittier food to stay the same weight. If you don't mind me asking what is effexor prescribed for?

Depression and anxiety. It's a Serotonin–norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor instead of a "selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor." Various SSRI classes--citalopram, fluoxetine, paroxetine, and sertraline--have not worked for me.

[Barry Egan]

that sucks  are you trying another anti-depressant or just going cold-turkey?

[Joe Molotov]

When I went off of citalopram, it suuuuuuucked. It wasn't even a high dosage or anything either, but I felt like crap for about 3 weeks. I was tired all the time, no energy, no appetite, had head aches, and yes "brain zaps" are a real thing.

[Flannel Boy]

that sucks  are you trying another anti-depressant or just going cold-turkey?

I'm just reducing my dosage while staying on wellbutrin. Fuck trazodone.

[Mr. Gundam]

Last day of work until August 26th!!

[Steve Contra]

that sucks  are you trying another anti-depressant or just going cold-turkey?

I'm just reducing my dosage while staying on wellbutrin. Fuck trazodone.

I take Trazadone for my insomnia, but the horror stories I've heard from people who have prescribed it full time

[Flannel Boy]

How has it helped your insomnia? It hasn't really helped me at all.

[T234]

The strongest antidepressant I ever found was Ketamine, Malek. One TINY line had me go from the absolute bottom to tears of joy about being alive within about an hour after insufflation. Felt the mood-enhancing and stabilizing effects for a week after the drip. I've been a huge cheerleader of it ever since. I've saved the lives of two people by enhancing and stabilizing their moods while they were near suicide. Easy to get and very pure in most cases (because most of it is dried into powder/crystals from pharma-grade liquid solution, at least that's how everybody I've ever met who had it obtained it in the first place).

The aftereffects of Ketamine that I've had: Mood enhancement and stabilization. Reintroduction of testosterone, and the fat loss and muscle gain associated thereof. Not a single negative to me thus far at all.

Dosage is the hard part. Too much and you will hit the K-Hole. The most magnificent and uncontrollable place in existence. Most people have a hard time handling that which is beyond their comprehension and control. The last time I went to the K-Hole, I climbed an impossible Wall of Milfs (the next weekend I handed in my v-card, to a Milf). The time before that, I went swimming in the Ocean of Human Unconsciousness. I literally skinny dipped in the dreams of others. The words do not exist for such a journey. One's mood after such voyages is pretty much unshakable.


Too little and you'll be wasting your time. You would still feel anti-depressant effects, just not chain-of-agony breaking ones. 

If you lived closer, I would demonstrate its effects personally. If you have any questions, just ask.

[Madrun Badrun]

Ya Malek, try Ketamine.  Just keep an eye on you K-hole. 

[Atramental]

I want to try drugs so bad...

[demi]

Idiot.

[Madrun Badrun]

I bet I could fuck a girl on drugs.

[fistfulofmetal]

I bet I could fuck a girl on drugs.

you mean you could if SHE was on drugs, or you could if YOU were on drugs?

[Madrun Badrun]

I bet I could fuck a girl on drugs.

Did you kickstart that book?

Yes but I fell short of my one million dollar goal.  I guess I should have had different tiers than pledge 25$ come and give me drugs*, 55$ come and get fucked (while on drugs)*, and 100$ get a copy of my book I made about you giving me drugs and then me fucking you*

*travel at your own expense

[T234]

I literally skinny dipped in the dreams of others.

Literally? How did that work? 

One arm in front of the other. No pants.

I want to try drugs so bad...

Ketamine is not a recreational drug. AT ALL. As good as the two experiences I describe were, they could've been N-I-G-H-T-M-A-R-E-S beyond belief just as easy.

And drugs are not cheap. They are not toys.

I want to try drugs so bad...

eh it all sucks besides LSD and weed anyway, and weed pretty much sucks too.

Booze is still king.

Sounds like somebody never had real MDMA before. Or good shrooms for that matter.

[Phoenix Dark]

I bet I could fuck a girl on drugs.

put my dick in her ear and she ain't even kno it

[Madrun Badrun]

Good idea.  Pretend to be black in case she remembers something.  You always have my back PD.

[Madrun Badrun]

I like to rub vic's on my chest.  I think i'm a MDMA candidate.

[Huff]

The strongest antidepressant I ever found was Ketamine, Malek. One TINY line had me go from the absolute bottom to tears of joy about being alive within about an hour after insufflation. Felt the mood-enhancing and stabilizing effects for a week after the drip. I've been a huge cheerleader of it ever since. I've saved the lives of two people by enhancing and stabilizing their moods while they were near suicide. Easy to get and very pure in most cases (because most of it is dried into powder/crystals from pharma-grade liquid solution, at least that's how everybody I've ever met who had it obtained it in the first place).

The aftereffects of Ketamine that I've had: Mood enhancement and stabilization. Reintroduction of testosterone, and the fat loss and muscle gain associated thereof. Not a single negative to me thus far at all.

Dosage is the hard part. Too much and you will hit the K-Hole. The most magnificent and uncontrollable place in existence. Most people have a hard time handling that which is beyond their comprehension and control. The last time I went to the K-Hole, I climbed an impossible Wall of Milfs (the next weekend I handed in my v-card, to a Milf). The time before that, I went swimming in the Ocean of Human Unconsciousness. I literally skinny dipped in the dreams of others. The words do not exist for such a journey. One's mood after such voyages is pretty much unshakable.

sounds legit

[pickle]

I have to taper off effexor slowly because of withdrawal discontinuance syndrome. 

Withdrawal symptoms may include agitation, anorexia, anxiety, confusion, impaired coordination, diarrhea, dizziness, dry mouth, dysphoric mood, fasciculation, fatigue, headaches, hypomania, insomnia, nausea, nervousness, nightmares, sensory disturbances described as "brain zaps" (shock-like electrical sensations), somnolence, sweating, tremor, vertigo, and vomiting

Fun times ahead. It's just a good nothing happened in my life that would make me experience all of those things anyway.

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What dosage are you coming down from?

[Flannel Boy]

The strongest antidepressant I ever found was Ketamine, Malek. One TINY line had me go from the absolute bottom to tears of joy about being alive within about an hour after insufflation. Felt the mood-enhancing and stabilizing effects for a week after the drip. I've been a huge cheerleader of it ever since. I've saved the lives of two people by enhancing and stabilizing their moods while they were near suicide. Easy to get and very pure in most cases (because most of it is dried into powder/crystals from pharma-grade liquid solution, at least that's how everybody I've ever met who had it obtained it in the first place).

The aftereffects of Ketamine that I've had: Mood enhancement and stabilization. Reintroduction of testosterone, and the fat loss and muscle gain associated thereof. Not a single negative to me thus far at all.

Dosage is the hard part. Too much and you will hit the K-Hole. The most magnificent and uncontrollable place in existence.

Thanks for your advice; I'll ask my shrink about it on Monday. My depression and loneliness haven't this bad since I started taking effexor.

What dosage are you coming down from?

I was taking 225 for a while, then back down to 150. Now my dosage has been reduced to 112, but I'm taking 75.

[lennedsay]

We had the baby's 1st birthday party today. My in laws showed up uninvited. She started running her mouth to my mom as she walked into my house. I overhear her spouting some other bullshit, I walk out of the room pissed, find out she insulted my mom already, and walked back in the room to find her running her fucking mouth to my husband. Boy, I hope she was expecting the tongue lashing she received from me. Because she fucking got it, and within 5 min of walking in our house they were leaving Lol

You know, if she would have came in and acted fucking normal, it wouldn't have been a big issue. But no, she's not capable of allowing an event to happen and it not be centered around her, so she was going to make it about her. Bet that was the longest 30 mile drive home for my father in law.

[Phoenix Dark]

 

what did she say?

[FatalT]

The strongest antidepressant I ever found was Ketamine, Malek. One TINY line had me go from the absolute bottom to tears of joy about being alive within about an hour after insufflation. Felt the mood-enhancing and stabilizing effects for a week after the drip. I've been a huge cheerleader of it ever since. I've saved the lives of two people by enhancing and stabilizing their moods while they were near suicide. Easy to get and very pure in most cases (because most of it is dried into powder/crystals from pharma-grade liquid solution, at least that's how everybody I've ever met who had it obtained it in the first place).

The aftereffects of Ketamine that I've had: Mood enhancement and stabilization. Reintroduction of testosterone, and the fat loss and muscle gain associated thereof. Not a single negative to me thus far at all.

Dosage is the hard part. Too much and you will hit the K-Hole. The most magnificent and uncontrollable place in existence.

Thanks for your advice; I'll ask my shrink about it on Monday. My depression and loneliness haven't this bad since I started taking effexor.

What dosage are you coming down from?

I was taking 225 for a while, then back down to 150. Now my dosage has been reduced to 112, but I'm taking 75.

FUCK that shit. Just cold turkey like I did. It's been about a month since I kicked Celexa and Klonopin to the curb. The first 3 weeks were fucking hell but willpower gets you through. Brain zaps are gone and I'm feeling normal again.

[lennedsay]

what did she say?

My mom (the sweetest person in the world) lets them in and says hello and she's missed seeing them. We used to do all holidays together, and after everything, my mom constantly says she hopes we can work it out because they're missing out on so much. So the sentiment is there. After my mom tells them she has missed them, my MIL says, "Really? Because I thought all this was part of your plan to keep us out of the baby's life."   Yes, because all of this can't possibly be my MIL's fault after her years of verbal abuse and how she treats my daughter.

I didn't hear that, I wasn't in the same room at the time, but a minute later, I overhear her tell my daughter, "We're never allowed to see you." That alone pissed me off so when I found out what she said to my mom, I was livid. I still held my cool until she started bitching at my husband and then I went off. And my husband went off. And not even in a screaming match way, but in a "here's facts, and there are consequences for your actions" way. It's my baby's first birthday and her agenda was to walk into my home and stir up shit. Unfortunately for her, that wasn't on the itinerary so she was kindly shown the door.

[Phoenix Dark]

 

What did she say to your husband? Wow she's certainly a character, to put it lightly. Did your mom agree with having them leave?

[Flannel Boy]

I was taking 225 for a while, then back down to 150. Now my dosage has been reduced to 112, but I'm taking 75.

FUCK that shit. Just cold turkey like I did. It's been about a month since I kicked Celexa and Klonopin to the curb. The first 3 weeks were fucking hell but willpower gets you through. Brain zaps are gone and I'm feeling normal again.

Effexor works on both serotonin and norepinephrine, so it's tougher to kick. I quit Celexa cold turkey last spring, and it was relatively easy to drop compared to Paxil. 

[FatalT]

I was taking 225 for a while, then back down to 150. Now my dosage has been reduced to 112, but I'm taking 75.

FUCK that shit. Just cold turkey like I did. It's been about a month since I kicked Celexa and Klonopin to the curb. The first 3 weeks were fucking hell but willpower gets you through. Brain zaps are gone and I'm feeling normal again.

Effexor works on both serotonin and norepinephrine, so it's tougher to kick. I quit Celexa cold turkey last spring, and it was relatively easy to drop compared to Paxil. 

Gotcha. That sounds rough if it works on two receptors. Blegh!

[Positive Touch]

lennedsay is such a badass

seriously tho sorry the bday had to go down that way but i hope the little girl still had a great time!

[chronovore]

We had the baby's 1st birthday party today. My in laws showed up uninvited. She started running her mouth to my mom as she walked into my house. I overhear her spouting some other bullshit, I walk out of the room pissed, find out she insulted my mom already, and walked back in the room to find her running her fucking mouth to my husband. Boy, I hope she was expecting the tongue lashing she received from me. Because she fucking got it, and within 5 min of walking in our house they were leaving Lol

You know, if she would have came in and acted fucking normal, it wouldn't have been a big issue. But no, she's not capable of allowing an event to happen and it not be centered around her, so she was going to make it about her. Bet that was the longest 30 mile drive home for my father in law.

Wow, that is SO MESSED UP.

Your earlier assessment about her needing mental help, I think it's accurate. How does your FIL feel about it? I mean, he's stuck with her all the time!

I bet I could fuck a girl on drugs.

Then Bebpo would have to go apologize for it.

[lennedsay]

What did she say to your husband? Wow she's certainly a character, to put it lightly. Did your mom agree with having them leave?

Oh that we are keeping the baby from her and they call all the time and we don't answer. My husband immediately called her out on that, because they call maybe once every three months, and we answer/call them back same day, and they can see her if they want to, but they have never asked to see her. Then I walked in and told her that the last time they even expressed interest in seeing us was when they called Christmas day, got pissed and hung up because my husband said he'd check on times and what-not (as it was Christmas, so obviously we already had a lot of shit going on). 6 months.

And I told her she can come around any time, but not if she's going to run her mouth like she does (which is the exact reason we don't speak to them now, which she knows). And she said she doesn't do such a thing, so I doubled over laughing in her face because I'm a bitch like that. It was the first time she's ever been speechless. 

It was just ridiculous. I walked out to make sure the baby was ok, and I hear my husband getting upset again. My poor husband was like, "Do you guys honestly think I want this? Adopted or not, it doesn't matter, you're the only parents I have and all I want is for you to express interest in your granddaughter." He's got charcoal flaming in the grill and ground beef all over his hands while he's in the middle of making burgers, and he's got his own mother telling him how he's some horrible son who doesn't allow his own parents to see his kid. I handed off the kiddo, walked right back in and told her about all the heart problems he started having last year due to this stress. And how he had to be hooked up to all these monitors and shit for a few days because they don't know what's wrong. Shit makes me furious. No, we want her grandparents around, but not if they're constantly lying and causing all this stress and telling her she was unplanned or whatever bullshit they'd say next chance they get. That's the last thing our daughter needs to be around. Ugh. I'm glad they stay away as much as they do.

[lennedsay]

We had the baby's 1st birthday party today. My in laws showed up uninvited. She started running her mouth to my mom as she walked into my house. I overhear her spouting some other bullshit, I walk out of the room pissed, find out she insulted my mom already, and walked back in the room to find her running her fucking mouth to my husband. Boy, I hope she was expecting the tongue lashing she received from me. Because she fucking got it, and within 5 min of walking in our house they were leaving Lol

You know, if she would have came in and acted fucking normal, it wouldn't have been a big issue. But no, she's not capable of allowing an event to happen and it not be centered around her, so she was going to make it about her. Bet that was the longest 30 mile drive home for my father in law.

Wow, that is SO MESSED UP.

Your earlier assessment about her needing mental help, I think it's accurate. How does your FIL feel about it? I mean, he's stuck with her all the time!

He didn't say much, but you can tell he wants this to be over. I made sure to tell him (before and after shit blew up) that we really miss him. If it was only her, I'd have no issue never seeing her again, but I truly love him. He has flaws, but he is a kind hearted, good person. I feel bad for him, but he needs to put his foot down with her. And seeing him without her is next to impossible, unfortunately.
 
And yes, she needs mental help. Finding out your only child has stress-related heart problems because of you, and your response is, "Well I guess we're not welcome here. We're the victims blah blah blah." Yea you crazy. As she left, she tried turning my husband and I against each other, like usual, saying he invited them, and I was like, "Oh no. I know exactly what he said the last time he talked to you. He didn't invite you guys to the party, nor did he even tell you what day/time." If you were invited somewhere, would you ever have the need to say, "You know, so and so invited me here. I had him on speakerphone and everything"? No bitch. Next time you crash a party, keep your big fucking mouth shut and maybe we'll let you stay.
 

lennedsay is such a badass

seriously tho sorry the bday had to go down that way but i hope the little girl still had a great time!

 

Little one still had a great day, as did we after the debacle. She was so excited about presents and had no clue what to do with the cake. Lol it was fun. We only had super close family and 3 friends over, so it was super low stress (after my inlaws left). It was really nice.

[Phoenix Dark]

What did she say to your husband? Wow she's certainly a character, to put it lightly. Did your mom agree with having them leave?

Oh that we are keeping the baby from her and they call all the time and we don't answer. My husband immediately called her out on that, because they call maybe once every three months, and we answer/call them back same day, and they can see her if they want to, but they have never asked to see her. Then I walked in and told her that the last time they even expressed interest in seeing us was when they called Christmas day, got pissed and hung up because my husband said he'd check on times and what-not (as it was Christmas, so obviously we already had a lot of shit going on). 6 months.

And I told her she can come around any time, but not if she's going to run her mouth like she does (which is the exact reason we don't speak to them now, which she knows). And she said she doesn't do such a thing, so I doubled over laughing in her face because I'm a bitch like that. It was the first time she's ever been speechless. 

It was just ridiculous. I walked out to make sure the baby was ok, and I hear my husband getting upset again. My poor husband was like, "Do you guys honestly think I want this? Adopted or not, it doesn't matter, you're the only parents I have and all I want is for you to express interest in your granddaughter." He's got charcoal flaming in the grill and ground beef all over his hands while he's in the middle of making burgers, and he's got his own mother telling him how he's some horrible son who doesn't allow his own parents to see his kid. I handed off the kiddo, walked right back in and told her about all the heart problems he started having last year due to this stress. And how he had to be hooked up to all these monitors and shit for a few days because they don't know what's wrong. Shit makes me furious. No, we want her grandparents around, but not if they're constantly lying and causing all this stress and telling her she was unplanned or whatever bullshit they'd say next chance they get. That's the last thing our daughter needs to be around. Ugh. I'm glad they stay away as much as they do.

:'( :'( :'(
wow.

[milchs evil twin]

#StayStrongDemi is trending on Twitter.

Whatever happened, demi? Stay strong.

[demi]

I'm trying.

[Joe Molotov]

Stay strong.

[Rufus]

...Why do you only have one set of bedsheets?