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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #660 on: August 21, 2015, 11:33:44 AM »
:clap we gone be alright :tocry

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #661 on: August 21, 2015, 12:21:52 PM »
My nephew went to the first day of sophomore year in a fedora.  Or a trilby.  He's dead to me now.
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« Reply #662 on: August 21, 2015, 12:24:13 PM »
Get him a wizard staff for xmas.  Inform him that no one will ever love him in the card. 

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« Reply #663 on: August 21, 2015, 01:38:28 PM »
My nephew went to the first day of sophomore year in a fedora.  Or a trilby.  He's dead to me now.

This has to have been hard for you, but I'm glad you responded in the correct way.
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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #664 on: August 21, 2015, 05:42:53 PM »
Right side of my hairline seems to be slowly getting worse, so I've been wondering how I would look with a shaved head. I have a big ass head though and can't grow a beard at all, so I feel like a baldy would look horrible on me.

It's the one thing that I'm still crazy self conscious about, so it's a struggle for me dammit. :maf

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« Reply #665 on: August 21, 2015, 07:36:54 PM »
MJ has an average sized head bruh. Show me a decent looking bald dude with a dome. :flabbypd

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« Reply #666 on: August 21, 2015, 07:51:26 PM »
That would give you the mindfuckery of trying to match everything else about that famous big headed black man. Just remember that Jason Statham could pull off being handsomely bald,  despite being so white that he's British.

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« Reply #667 on: August 21, 2015, 09:01:08 PM »
If you shave your head that's gotta save like 4 watts of pedaling power. :ohhh

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« Reply #668 on: August 21, 2015, 10:04:01 PM »
Right side of my hairline seems to be slowly getting worse, so I've been wondering how I would look with a shaved head. I have a big ass head though and can't grow a beard at all, so I feel like a baldy would look horrible on me.

It's the one thing that I'm still crazy self conscious about, so it's a struggle for me dammit. :maf

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sorry to hear that. Honestly though a bald cut looks better than a visibly receding hairline. Have you tried getting a real low fade cut, just to sort of get a sense of what a full bald cut would look like?
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« Reply #669 on: August 22, 2015, 12:18:48 AM »
Right side of my hairline seems to be slowly getting worse, so I've been wondering how I would look with a shaved head. I have a big ass head though and can't grow a beard at all, so I feel like a baldy would look horrible on me.

It's the one thing that I'm still crazy self conscious about, so it's a struggle for me dammit. :maf

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sorry to hear that. Honestly though a bald cut looks better than a visibly receding hairline. Have you tried getting a real low fade cut, just to sort of get a sense of what a full bald cut would look like?
No. I've thought about it, but I can't bring myself to do it. Not yet at least. What sucks is that it might not even be male pattern baldness. It could be damage from when I was young & dumb and would get my hair cornrowed all the time smh. Maybe I should see a doc or something just to be sure. Dunno if they'd be able to confirm that.
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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #670 on: August 22, 2015, 12:29:10 AM »
Well at least you are paying for your crime. 

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #671 on: August 22, 2015, 12:30:02 AM »
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« Reply #672 on: August 22, 2015, 08:52:53 AM »
Got a really, really bad haircut. Is there anything worse than this?

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« Reply #673 on: August 22, 2015, 10:13:24 AM »
Got a really, really bad haircut. Is there anything worse than this?
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« Reply #674 on: August 24, 2015, 10:54:12 PM »
Cat scratches door. I open door for cat. Cat turns around and runs away.  :maf So annoying.

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #675 on: August 25, 2015, 12:10:47 AM »
Today I learned why you lift with your legs and not your back.  >:(

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #676 on: August 25, 2015, 02:33:06 PM »
In this office two :expert s are insisting on talking about MUDs in outdoor voices.

"It's like Wow... but text."

Someone please kill me.

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« Reply #677 on: August 25, 2015, 02:56:22 PM »
Did you invite them to your BBS?
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« Reply #678 on: August 25, 2015, 06:57:12 PM »
Been trawling the cesspool that is craigslist tryin to find a decent deal on something with 4wd :stahp

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« Reply #679 on: August 25, 2015, 07:42:13 PM »
Accidentally dipped my johnson in American toilet water again. #firstworldproblems
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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #680 on: August 26, 2015, 12:22:17 AM »


:brazilcry :snoop

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #681 on: August 26, 2015, 11:12:41 AM »
Someone knocked at my door at 3am looking for someone that lives 2 or 3 houses down. Motherfucker, if you don't know where someone lives, 3am isn't a good time to figure it out. He didn't even seem high.
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« Reply #682 on: August 26, 2015, 11:57:25 AM »
Met a really nice gal last night. Not super proud of finger blasting her right out side the bar in front of other people (:snoop) but otherwise we had a really nice night together. But turns out she's from out of state and is just here visiting with a friend for a couple days and I'll never see her again.  :(

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« Reply #683 on: August 26, 2015, 12:09:05 PM »
Nami needs a tooth pulled, 800$ :(, (but the tooth that she spat out the other day the vet says probably isn't hers).

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #684 on: August 26, 2015, 11:16:55 PM »
Eating pork rinds.

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« Reply #685 on: August 27, 2015, 03:00:55 AM »
Today I learned why you lift with your legs and not your back.  >:(

Ouch. Strained muscle? Disc issue?
I strained my back as a child once. Got better.

Nowadays I try to moreso sumo deadlift shit off the ground.

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #686 on: August 27, 2015, 03:03:37 AM »
Was heating up my leftover Indian food and right after I took it out of the microwave, it all spilled out of the plate onto to the floor.  :brazilcry

Then I went to the kitchen to cook and saw my mom and we got into a two hour conversation that covered family history of mental disorders and apparently there's been a lot of depression and attempted suicide. Family bonding y'all.  :cac

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #687 on: August 27, 2015, 12:48:47 PM »
After using my printer for 4 years, I just realized that it had a film across the main face plate.

I pulled the film off and immediately regretted it, as now it's a fingerprint/dust magnet.


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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #688 on: August 27, 2015, 03:44:35 PM »
i have no programming knowledge and may need to learn how to in c sharp or something  :'(

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« Reply #689 on: August 27, 2015, 04:14:00 PM »
I TA this course a lot

https://www.coursera.org/course/programming1

I highly recommend it

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« Reply #690 on: August 27, 2015, 06:57:11 PM »
Had inspections done on the place I'm trying to buy, the house is in great shape, septic is trash, 15k job :stahp

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« Reply #691 on: August 27, 2015, 07:08:38 PM »
Septic systems :kobeyuck
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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #692 on: August 27, 2015, 07:22:47 PM »
Ah, anxiety attacks. Long time no see. :aah

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« Reply #693 on: August 27, 2015, 07:24:31 PM »
Ah, anxiety attacks. Long time no see. :aah
I haven't a big one in a long time.  Means the business is doing good  :whew
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« Reply #694 on: August 27, 2015, 07:39:41 PM »
Motivational anxiety, now that's the good stuff. :aah This is just blah why anxiety. :shaq2

Gonna exercise or something after work. I'm such a psychosomatic disaster. :stahp

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« Reply #695 on: August 27, 2015, 07:41:40 PM »
Feeling like I'm about to drop dead after living hard the past week with very little rest but got out of work early enough for a stoney evening bike ride and poss. some beers. :aah #struggletriumph #notgonnamakeit

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« Reply #697 on: August 28, 2015, 12:03:08 AM »
Sorry.  :-\ You're tougher than I am. Getting hammered and did something I'll regret forever and it's something a normal person would regret, not just someone with profound self loathing paired with a strong memory would regret.

I put my absinthe spoon on my carafe and my carafe topper on my absinthe glass. :dead :dead :dead

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« Reply #698 on: August 28, 2015, 10:46:32 AM »
worked yesterday from 3am til 9pm.
Started working at 6am again today

Shit's still broken.  :-\
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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #699 on: August 28, 2015, 11:37:11 AM »
Math is hard.  :( 

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« Reply #700 on: August 28, 2015, 12:02:06 PM »
I "won" $5 margaritas for a group at a nearby tequila bar and you can imagine how I'm feeling right now. Eight margaritas and no dinner later...

Also took a four hour nap on the sidewalk last night. My life is literally in the gutter. :rejoice

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #701 on: August 28, 2015, 01:25:49 PM »
As AiA once accurately said about me, I think too much. :idont

What I was worked up about turned out OK anyway. I'm just a basketcase. :marimo

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« Reply #702 on: August 28, 2015, 02:33:57 PM »
Infested with fleas

Fuck cats.

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« Reply #703 on: August 28, 2015, 02:38:48 PM »



Y'know, bruhs. Maybe being a wizard isn't so bad afterall.   :aah

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« Reply #704 on: August 28, 2015, 02:57:14 PM »
Can't miss what you ain't never had :yeshrug

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #705 on: August 28, 2015, 03:07:45 PM »
I'll save you a seat at the alpine cafe I'm retiring to, Atra.

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #706 on: August 28, 2015, 04:45:07 PM »
Downloaded an app for my phone that tells me how hot it's getting.



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Clocking 42 - 45C, my phone is like uncomfortably hot in my pocket now.
Worried this shit's gonna blow up, popped it open and replaced a bad usb port a while back and I get the feeling I fucked something up on accident.
Kinda worried about running cpu intensive apps if it's just staying at 40C+ idle.
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« Reply #707 on: August 28, 2015, 05:04:12 PM »
binge eating again today cause I'm stressed.  Fuck

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« Reply #708 on: August 28, 2015, 06:52:00 PM »
Nami got into something that says poison and causes cancer the bottle.  I put it on the night stand for 5 fucking mins while I cleaned my desk and she got it.  I feel fucking sick.

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #709 on: August 28, 2015, 07:03:13 PM »
Call the vet, duder.

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« Reply #710 on: August 28, 2015, 07:20:20 PM »
Called vet, they to told me to call animal poison control.  They said she should be OK but I have to watch her tonight and take to emergency if she vomits or has a lot of diarrhea. 

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Re: Struggle Thread 2 - 2 Hot 4 the Leather Jihadi #JeSuisArvie
« Reply #711 on: August 29, 2015, 10:58:24 PM »
Oversharing on Facebook.  :snoop  :picard

I'm going to go through this whole fucking bottle of wine to keep myself from removing that post because my IRL friends need to know why I'm such a spazz.  :brazilcry

And no. I haven't thought any of this through.


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« Reply #712 on: August 29, 2015, 11:02:08 PM »
Drinking some wine myself tonight.

Drinking alone :preach

Drinking from a box :preach

Drinking from a box and pushing yourself to finish it so it "doesn't go bad" :preach

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« Reply #713 on: August 29, 2015, 11:02:45 PM »
What did you post?

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« Reply #714 on: August 29, 2015, 11:03:39 PM »
Sounds like you're actually thinking about it too much

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« Reply #715 on: August 29, 2015, 11:15:30 PM »
What did you post?
Summary:
"I say & do weird shit sometimes in order to hide the fact that I'm freaking the fuck out.
Please understand."

Also, just today I gave that same excuse of "Oh, I didn't get enough sleep last night. That's why I'm jittery." To the grocery store cashier today while I was writing a check. Which was a lie. I had plenty of sleep.  :stahp

She even said to me, "Hey, are you okay? You can take your time with that check you know."

And I'm all: "Hahaha! Yeah, I'm fine! Hahaha!" *b-lines out the door*
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« Reply #716 on: August 29, 2015, 11:20:01 PM »
That does look like something that normal people would do. Reasonably sure. I hope you get a positive response.

The opening up to friends thing, not the anxiety.

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« Reply #717 on: August 29, 2015, 11:20:24 PM »
Drinking some wine myself tonight.

Drinking alone :preach

Drinking from a box :preach

Drinking from a box and pushing yourself to finish it so it "doesn't go bad" :preach

#KaraLife

The best thing about drinking absinthe is that if you pass out with a full glass the room STINKS to high heaven for a whole day so you get that extra motivation to power through the blackout.

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« Reply #718 on: August 29, 2015, 11:25:15 PM »
I gotta try absinthe to continue on my path towards true Kara-ization :preach

You're an inspiration man :usacry

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« Reply #719 on: August 29, 2015, 11:30:07 PM »
I "won" $5 margaritas for a group at a nearby tequila bar and you can imagine how I'm feeling right now. Eight margaritas and no dinner later...

Also took a four hour nap on the sidewalk last night. My life is literally in the gutter. :rejoice

Btw this was that night:



Pretty sure at least the two stacks on the right were mine.