I know. I work in a hospital, my brother works as a recruiter at another hospital, my mom was a nurse, hell my dad was director of engineering for a hospital. I know that the day after his surgery he'll be sitting up in a chair and then walking. Which is nuts. The fact they can do this surgery in a town of about 30,000 is amazing and shows how far medicine has come.
But it's my dad.
I mean I know I'm not special, life is hard but for all the 2016 sucks meme crap this year has been hard. I lost my cousin last week and he was like my brother, my daughter is stuck emotionally and won't move on, there's been some relationship issues between me and the wife, and my job is eating at me. I lost my title and I didn't realize how much it meant to me.
It's very hard for me right now to see the positives, even though I'm sure anyone else could list them.
I came home on Tuesday night and just slept until the next morning. Didn't say anything to anyone, I just wanted to feel like I had some control and the only thing I thought I could control was being alone and sleeping.
I know, wah wah. Sorry. I should be more thankful.