You don't want to have sex for the first time with someone who dosen't really want it from you. That's a terrible idea, you could end up a broken person like me.
I had sex with someone that was bascily aranged for me. A slut who was drunk maybe, but was at my frirends house and wanted dick no matter who it came from. Now she was a very hot Vietnamese chick. A thick Asian, it sounded perfect. My friend called me up and told me I needed to do it. Of course virgin me would dive into it, but she wasn't in to it. She just needed someone to fill her hole. This was the worst first time for someone like me who already lacked any actual confidence in himself.
Now Art, I doubt you are completely like me but I'm sure we share a complete lack of confidence in ourselfs for whatever reason. Filling some chicks hole did not help. It may have gotten the virgin thing out of the way, sure I can say I've seen a vagina. Big whoop. But it's unlocked a whole lot of other insucruites.
"Oh I can't get a girl on my own"
"am I good at sex?"
"can I even be worthy of sex"
and so on. Simply paying for it or having it handed to you sure did me no favors. it did'nt make me more comfortable with it. it made the concepet of sex even worse for me. Even more intimidating. I can't see having sex with someone who you payed for making it better. I'm sorry, I'm a cynical bastard and I take any compliment with a grain of salt, espciialy from women who are after money. Who the fuck would I belive anything a stripper says? Why would I belive anything a escort says? I would'nt and it just further confuses my relationship with the oppisaite sex. I don't think it's a good idea to have your first time with someone who dosen't desire you. I think that equal desire in itself is a huge accomplishment. Being wanted, actually desired by the oppaisite sex is the real goal in sex. At least to me and maybe even for you. Not simply getting your dick wet. I've had sex, dosen't change the fact that till this day i've never had sexual satifisifcation. i've never felt the feeling of actually being wanted by a woman. Do you really want that? No that's terrible. I could have sex will all the hot ass escorts possible. I could have sex with dream women, but in the end it would always leave me unhappy if they did'nt actually want me, because that's how my life already is.
So no, don't get an escort. At least not for your first time anyway.