RELATIONSHIPS: helping wizards deplete their mana since 2011

[Raist]

Just in case if everyone forgot: I still do live in fucking Conservative Christian Jesus Land where people still frown on anything that isn’t heterosexual and monogamous.

I need to be much more cautious about this shit for various reasons.

... like posting a pic of you with another dude in bed, cuddling up to each other...? 

[Atramental]

Amazing, your overshare was questioned from a perspective of the harm it may cause others and you looped it back around to yourself.

That is amazing

My full face was in the pic, not his.

That’s why I’m a bit touchy about this.

Also, I really need to step away from this thread again and just live my life.

And yes I’m immature. I was forced to be mature from an early age and now that I’m no longer suppressing myself it’s coming out in all sorts of unhealthy ways.

As I have stated before my childhood, teenage years, and adolescence were consumed by school, work, and religion. I’m basically teaching myself now how to have fun and be social because I was deprived of that shit for years.

[CatsCatsCats]

It’s our life now 

[Himu]

I say experiment with what you're attracted to. Attraction is key.

When I was a teen it scared me that when I found some men attractive or when watched porn I was most attracted to the penis. The only reason I ever "experimented" was because I had those longings to begin with.

If you're not into women, don't push too far. No need to force anything.

[Rahxephon91]

-Edit nvm

[toku]

Well it's not a big deal. It was bound to happen and even had it not happen I doubt we would have survived a long distance relationship. She was bound to find someone out there with less hang ups. Its somewhat better that it happen now instead of me wondering when it was going to happen and then her telling me she's found someone else.

[Rahxephon91]

Well I am a pos that can't figure out their shit.

Nvm. I don't want to talk about this here.

[toku]

The way you talk about and more importantly think about yourself, matters.

[team filler]

love you, rahx breh

[Rahxephon91]

The way you talk about and more importantly think about yourself, matters.

Well I guess your right.

I just don't know how in a matter of days go from "I love you and I see us together" to " We are done" all with little enthusiasm and explanation. And to be honest for no real reason, there wasn't a big incident.

And now I feel like I'm not going to get any resolution.

How could you do that to someone you supposedly cared about because they were annoying one day?

I just feel mad, lied too, and betrayed. All so randomly and out of nowhere. The Monday of this week was amazing and now this..

I'm very frustrated. I mean tonight she messaged me and did'nt say much beyond asking "did you go out ". Like what is the fucking point? You tell me it's over, why message me? And she acts like none of this has bothered her.

Man I hate relationships. I don't think this is going to help my trust issues at all lol.

[team filler]

this is what happens when you talk bad about nintendo!


all joking aside, this is how it goes sometimes. other people's logic does not always line up with our own. it's likely her reasoning for the break up has not much to do with you. either way, call her up and tell her you want that pussy.

[Rahxephon91]

Well we meet up and talked today and well things are fine. We aren't broken up. She was just stressed because there's a lot going on right now and maybe also the change in her medication has given her a constant headache. Also I was slightly annoying.

So thats good news.

Bad news is though I really need to work on my confidence. I talked to my mother and she may be willing to pay for a doctor. But it just seems hard to find one that I can build a rapport with. I don't even know where you start are sus that out.

[eleuin]

https://www.reddit.com/r/sex/comments/c2i8t9/im_a_straight_man_who_got_head_from_my_gay_friend 

[Tasty]

Atra abandoned us for reddit?

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J/k, hope you're living your best life. 

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[BisMarckie]

What video games did you play ?

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[Phoenix Dark]

Yeah it's probably not a good idea and not something I'd like in the end. It's also probably tied to my insecurities. I'm not sure whats wrong with me. It's pretty much just in my head that my girlfriend is'nt satisfied. I think maybe she'd enjoy someone else who can actually climax for her and/give her the creampie stuff she's talked about. I'm unsure if I'm actually as take charge and rough as she'd like me to be. And yes obviously my size. She says everything is fine, but the voice in my head says it's because she has nothing to compare it too.   

But I also haven't really been able to explore my sexuality before and what I like. And giant dadolding is somewhat interesting, if only because it's something I think is probably bad and shouldn't do and that's oddly interesting.

But it's probably not something I should do as well it wold just feed into my insercuties and probably most of my interests is because it would give me ammo for my self sabotage.

Well other then that things seem ok.

This is the content I'm here for.

[Rahxephon91]

What’s that mean?

[Phoenix Dark]

It's a gif of a porn star who has dabbled in cuckold porn, and an acknowledgement that while I don't watch that shit...I enjoy reading the articles your posts about this. How many inches are you, and what is your stoke game like? Maybe I can help you with some general advice.

Regardless of inches or stroke though...are you eating her out? If you feel your dick game isn't up to par it's essential that you become a pussy eating master. I've posted multiple guides for eating pussy, I'm sure you've seen them.

And if you're having trouble finishing...stop watching porn. Your hand is stronger than any pussy you're capable of bagging. You have to re-calibrate your dick, and the pressure it requires to bust. Another thing I'd suggest: let her jerk you off during sex. It'll be like nicotine, for your dick. This way you wane yourself off masturbating and still bust a nut.

[Rahxephon91]

Dude I know who Shane Diesel is.

[Rahxephon91]

There’s no need for advice for this one. Im so annoyed of this chick now. I can’t wait for her to move.

[Rahxephon91]

No I’m starting to actually really dislike this girl.

[HardcoreRetro]

Which stage of grief is this? Denial?

[Rahxephon91]

What defense mechanism? From what?

[Phoenix Dark]

Stop being a coward and eat her pussy

[team filler]

he got a cute white gyal with thicc thighs/ass and all she wants is a cream pie. poor girl needs some BBC love

[TVC15]

Hey PD, I watched a BBC-on-tiny-Asian-cool young dude vid last night and thought about you.

[Rahxephon91]

First of all, fuck you I’m not a coward. A coward dosent come and admit they are a fuck up and have problems.

Second, she does not want that because of her issues. Something like that she claims will give her a yeast infection.

* que mocking comments about how she’s lying to me har har*

My issue has not been stroke game or whatever bullshit. It is not satisfying her. She is satisfied. My stroke game is fine. I have video evidence whatever.

My problems are my mind, my porn “addiction”/habit whatever, and honestly if it’s even worth continuing with this girl.

I like her, really like her. But she pissed me off last night on a night where I tried my hardest to accommodate her. And she will blame me for everything while taking no responsibility that maybe she was drunk or just a bit to over her self and wrong in going in on me for no other reason that I decided to be quiet so that I wouldn’t say something stupid. And I don’t deserve to be treated like that.

So unless I get some semblance of an apology, I may need to get out.

[toku]

First of all, fuck you I’m not a coward. A coward dosent come and admit they are a fuck up and have problems.

Second, she does not want that because of her issues. Something like that she claims will give her a yeast infection.

* que mocking comments about how she’s lying to me har har*

My issue has not been stroke game or whatever bullshit. It is not satisfying her. She is satisfied. My stroke game is fine. I have video evidence whatever.

My problems are my mind, my porn “addiction”/habit whatever, and honestly if it’s even worth continuing with this girl.

I like her, really like her. But she pissed me off last night on a night where I tried my hardest to accommodate her. And she will blame me for everything while taking no responsibility that maybe she was drunk or just a bit to over her self and wrong in going in on me for no other reason that I decided to be quiet so that I wouldn’t say something stupid.

 

[TVC15]

We need to see this “video evidence” before we can offer further diagnosis.

[skullstorm]

Oh god pls don't ever share that video with anyone, that would be some weak shit. Unless of course the girl is fine with it, but somehow I doubt it.

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You can post a vid of you jacking it to please the bire tho

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[Rahxephon91]

Yeah, of course not.

I don’t want to be further mocked.

[Rahxephon91]

Whatever I don’t care.

Here’s something bore. Go ahead make fun of me.

[Rufus]

 

[team filler]

Whatever I don’t care.

Here’s something bore. Go ahead make fun of me.

[team filler]

nice hog, breh 

[TVC15]

 

[team filler]

hearing rahx moan while some big titty slut sucks the hog 

[Rahxephon91]

I don’t even give a shit anymore. All I tried to do was make sure a girl I care for a lot and my friends had a decent night out. I tried to learn from my mistakes and realize hey when things are getting a little tense just shut up.

And all it blew up in my face.

I try and be a decent person here and I just get even angrier.

[VomKriege]

The writing for this Bire season is worst than GoT S8 

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I mean good for you dude, you've had a lot progress over the years. You don't have to prove anything to anyone, at least not to randos on a board or the whole world.

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[skullstorm]

Welp

[Rahxephon91]

My GoTs character is probably Joffrey.

And I am not tired.

[BisMarckie]

[toku]

[BisMarckie]

This thread made rahx seriously consider a cuckold lifestyle and succeeded in making him post homemade pornography.

[HardcoreRetro]

And here I thought cyberdeath by Holodomor wouldn't be topped.

[BisMarckie]

I think people here want you to be happy, but this always takes a backseat to the cheap laughs.
I don’t think you should play along if you can’t distinguish serious advice from this board‘s collective bbc fetish.

[TVC15]

This thread made rahx seriously consider a giant dadold lifestyle and succeeded in making him post homemade pornography.

He didn’t need much convincing!

[Raist]

nice hog, breh 

This is obviously not them

Unless I missed something and this is a completely new girl.

[TVC15]

nice hog, breh 

This is obviously not them

Unless I missed something and this is a completely new girl.

Phew, for a minute there I thought I was going to have to start showing Rahx some respect.

[TVC15]

So revenge porning some random hookup is cool here, yet Cream is banned?

[Rahxephon91]

She wanted to make that to post online. It’s years old,I never did because I’d rather not be mocked. People mock even pornstar dicks in the pornhub comment section. What hope do I have?

But I don’t care anymore, because who gives a shit? I can’t do anything right anyway. Try to please a girl and I just fuck up more. Besides my penis hardly works anyway.

I won’t post anything of my current gf because well she wouldn’t want that.

Should have just stayed home and played ShadowBringers

[skullstorm]

I think people here want you to be happy, but this always takes a backseat to the cheap laughs.
I don’t think you should play along if you can’t distinguish serious advice from this board‘s collective bbc fetish.

Yeah me saying don't post videos of the girlfriend without her consent was because I thought he might just do it when someone eggs him on for laughs, and my spoilered comment to post a video of just him was because I thought nahh, of course he wouldn't really post anything, let's make a dick pic joke

But for what it's worth Rahx, your dick seems like a good size so I wouldn't worry about it. Give up the porn and it'll work better too.

[VomKriege]

Just because she was OK with it in the abstract at some point doesn't mean you got a blanket permission to just post it. Especially in this kind of context. You should IMHO take the video down. If not for her, do it for you. I can assure you it's not needed.

Dude everyone has a weird penis. Unless it's legit micro or a spiral it's not delibitating.  That even porn stars with gigantic dongs get jeered in comments should be the hint that you shouldn't take porn comments too seriously (or porn for that matter).

[CatsCatsCats]

Yo I appreciate the free porn but what does having your dick sucked have to do with your stroke game?

E: it is a nice hog tho 👍🏻

[CatsCatsCats]

Here’s hoping this ushers in a new era of bire amateur porn

[nudemacusers]

Have to give props to rahx for doing what the coward “bisexual” atra is to weak to do.

[nudemacusers]

I think this is the third bore dick I’ve seen if we’re counting former members 

[nudemacusers]

not watching,

[Olivia Wilde Homo]

I watched it. Nice work, bryh.

[Phoenix Dark]

I didn't expect that to work.

Atra, you're a coward too.