Author Topic: Drug Experiences (Read 55892 times)

toku · « **Reply #300 on:** December 10, 2018, 02:18:10 PM »

You're gonna figure it out Cats.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #301 on:** December 14, 2018, 08:00:17 PM »

I am finally hopeful
for my future
for myself
You have to understand
something about me
My whole life I've been under
this oppressive cloud
and I thought
it was who I was
but it wasn't and isn't
It is clearing ever so slowly but
once in a while I catch a glimpse
of the sky waiting for me once
it is completely
gone
and let me tell you
I cannot wait.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #302 on:** December 15, 2018, 06:59:19 PM »

On the cactus now
Boiled it down to a cup and took it in in the span of a few minutes
The faster you can get it all down, the more intense the come up
But I have to reconnect with my connect. He got this dried stuff from Peru and it has this warmth it. The motherland. Fucking alkaloids man.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #303 on:** December 16, 2018, 01:22:26 AM »

Can you hear all
the hearts
breaking,
Right now?
Sounds
just
like
the
finest
china is
shattering
all over the hard
wood floor with no
one to clean it
up.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #304 on:** December 26, 2018, 07:48:45 PM »

So if one could infer how powerful the mescaline will be by how bitter the cactus is then oh boy, the shit I just drank almost made me vomit. I also cant do this tea shit anymore, it kills me a little everytime I choke this foul shit down. I have to do a reliable tar method.

toku · « **Reply #305 on:** December 26, 2018, 07:59:06 PM »

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #306 on:** December 26, 2018, 08:05:09 PM »

The 80s coming back round in that case lol

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #307 on:** December 26, 2018, 08:24:45 PM »

Yeah this shit is MUCH more dreamy. This is the shit I needed. As I stumble into the shadow realm

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #308 on:** December 26, 2018, 08:51:31 PM »

Lmao that would legit be the end of me on some Always Sunny arc

Tasty · « **Reply #309 on:** December 26, 2018, 08:55:56 PM »

Quote from: BlueTsunami on December 26, 2018, 08:51:31 PM

Lmao that would legit be the end of me on some Always Sunny arc

Tasty · « **Reply #310 on:** December 26, 2018, 08:56:18 PM »

Quote from: BlueTsunami on December 26, 2018, 08:24:45 PM

Yeah this shit is MUCH more dreamy. This is the shit I needed. As I stumble into the shadow realm

Liked for the Yu-Gi-Oh reference.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #311 on:** December 26, 2018, 08:58:47 PM »

When the drugz so good the soles of your feet start sweatin

toku · « **Reply #312 on:** December 26, 2018, 10:00:11 PM »

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #313 on:** December 26, 2018, 10:20:06 PM »

The reaction omfg that pic gave me was visceral lmaoooo

HUAAAAGGGGGGG

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #314 on:** December 26, 2018, 10:23:41 PM »

Oh man toku that pic saved my life I was about to crawl up my own ass and that pic gave me context

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #315 on:** December 26, 2018, 10:55:45 PM »

So I'm not fucking kidding these turn events just happened

My silver chain fell to floor
I went to pick it up
It got caught in between this extension cord I have going to my laptop
It shorts out
I have to trip the circuit breaker which is downstairs in some web infested Victorian Massachusetts nightmare of a basement while I'm triping on mescaline

ALL MY NIGHTMARES

I Made it through though

toku · « **Reply #316 on:** December 26, 2018, 10:58:44 PM »

Tasty · « **Reply #317 on:** December 26, 2018, 11:05:20 PM »

Quote from: BlueTsunami on December 26, 2018, 10:55:45 PM

So I'm not fucking kidding these turn events just happened

My silver chain fell to floor
I went to pick it up
It got caught in between this extension cord I have going to my laptop
It shorts out
I have to trip the circuit breaker which is downstairs in some web infested Victorian Massachusetts nightmare of a basement while I'm triping on mescaline

ALL MY NIGHTMARES

I Made it through though

Remember the movie A Dark Song?

I'm your guardian angel yo. Nothing bad's gonna happen.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #318 on:** December 26, 2018, 11:07:32 PM »

Quote from: Tasty Meat on December 26, 2018, 11:05:20 PM

Quote from: BlueTsunami on December 26, 2018, 10:55:45 PM
So I'm not fucking kidding these turn events just happened

My silver chain fell to floor
I went to pick it up
It got caught in between this extension cord I have going to my laptop
It shorts out
I have to trip the circuit breaker which is downstairs in some web infested Victorian Massachusetts nightmare of a basement while I'm triping on mescaline

ALL MY NIGHTMARES

I Made it through though

Remember the movie A Dark Song?

I'm your guardian angel yo. Nothing bad's gonna happen.

Holding onto this post for dear life

Tasty · « **Reply #319 on:** December 27, 2018, 12:18:35 AM »

Good. Will be here.

Atramental · « **Reply #320 on:** December 29, 2018, 07:09:53 PM »

Tried a quarter of Xanax for the first time ever.

And wow... This would’ve been so fucking helpful for me during soooo many moments in my life where my anxiety got the best of me.

Cryo · « **Reply #321 on:** December 29, 2018, 08:50:58 PM »

yeah I'm not really a big fan of the pro controller d-pad which sucks because that was definitely one of the reasons I wanted a controller :'(

do any of the mods online actually help prevent it from triggering unintended directions?

edit: wtf caffeine is a helluva drug

Tasty · « **Reply #322 on:** December 29, 2018, 08:52:00 PM »

Quote from: Cryo on December 29, 2018, 08:50:58 PM

yeah I'm not really a big fan of the pro controller d-pad which sucks because that was definitely one of the reasons I wanted a controller :'(

do any of the mods online actually help prevent it from triggering unintended directions?

edit: wtf caffeine is a helluva drug

Lol I was gonna say, wrong thread... or right thread? XD

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #323 on:** December 29, 2018, 08:53:18 PM »

Lmfao

I say right thread

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #324 on:** December 29, 2018, 10:57:15 PM »

Just drank. Month old mescaline tea batch while being a pint vodka in. You know Jared Ledo and his damaged tattoo this is the physical personification of that stupidity lmao

Edit, no worries, it's pretty weak I love You all. I wouldn't want to go out like an edgelord

And yet
Hahahahaha

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #325 on:** December 29, 2018, 11:15:44 PM »

I will lmao thats been my benchmark for booze when I was hitting it hard

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #326 on:** December 29, 2018, 11:20:35 PM »

I'm reading that as braggadocio on my part ugh. Nah, reality

Atramental · « **Reply #327 on:** December 30, 2018, 02:40:55 AM »

Got some shrooms from a friend tonight. I’ll try these later once I don’t have any pressing responsibilities to attend to.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #328 on:** December 30, 2018, 02:42:27 AM »

Quote from: Atramental on December 30, 2018, 02:40:55 AM

Got some shrooms from a friend tonight. I’ll try these later once I don’t have any pressing responsibilities to attend to.

Prepare for the wokedness
Get Good music and good vibes on deck

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #329 on:** December 30, 2018, 03:10:50 AM »

So ummm I fucking misjudged the mescaline I had on tap. I thought it was bust but, there could have been kther variables invloved that made it suck two weeks ago. Whatever the reason, I'm coming up on it now. This going to be a fun as fuck Sunday lmao

Atramental · « **Reply #330 on:** January 11, 2019, 05:57:16 AM »

Just ate a bunch of those shroom stems.

Here goes... something.

Atramental · « **Reply #331 on:** January 11, 2019, 06:30:56 AM »

Sooo... I'm not really feeling anything too overwhelming.

I'm just drawing at the moment.

Things just seem a bit more in focus and music seems crisper.

What I ate was perhaps a gram or 2. Who can say. I don't really have a scale on me.

edit: probably should've done this on an empty stomach. whoops.

Atramental · « **Reply #332 on:** January 11, 2019, 06:56:24 AM »

My drawing of myself looks higher than what I'm feeling. Jealous.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #333 on:** January 11, 2019, 07:08:55 AM »

Fasting is always the best bet to maximize things. Plus when youre in it, hunger plus the trip equals a sensual food experience

Atramental · « **Reply #334 on:** January 11, 2019, 08:05:24 AM »

I'm starting to feel it more now.

No visuals or anything. But the sensation of being "on" is very present. Loving it.

Atramental · « **Reply #335 on:** January 11, 2019, 08:17:57 AM »

ooooooooooohhhhhhh fuuuuuuuuuuck looooooooooool

Tasty · « **Reply #336 on:** January 11, 2019, 08:47:52 AM »

Holy shit that drawing's incredible

Atramental · « **Reply #337 on:** January 11, 2019, 10:32:29 AM »

I'm coming down now. Jesus Christ what a ride.

Atramental · « **Reply #338 on:** January 11, 2019, 10:34:20 AM »

Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #339 on:** January 11, 2019, 06:00:01 PM »

Quote from: Atramental on January 11, 2019, 10:34:20 AM

Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).

Theres probably an app to lock shit like that down when losing control. Just have emergency functions or something and you can only receive messages/calls.

I'm currently cooking down 150g worth of bridgesii tea from which I made 3 pulls. A giant pot of it thats already pretty fucking bitter. Debating downing that shit tomorrow but it would be at 5pm which, if strong, would have me tripping till 5am+. Fuck it.

CatsCatsCats · « **Reply #340 on:** January 11, 2019, 06:01:05 PM »

Hoping to make another tea this weekend, myself. Picked up a kitchen scale while Xmas shopping a bit back so I can actually measure a dose!

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #341 on:** January 11, 2019, 07:00:16 PM »

I like that drawing. The shape of your skull is really nice Atra.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #342 on:** January 13, 2019, 01:55:16 AM »

Alcohol plus tryptamines feels like a razors edge lol

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #343 on:** January 13, 2019, 03:37:04 AM »

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #344 on:** January 13, 2019, 03:38:35 AM »

Kill.me to this song pls

Split my fucking throat while it rings in my ears
I love
it
So
Fucking much

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #345 on:** January 13, 2019, 03:56:52 AM »

Indescribable

I can't

Atramental · « **Reply #346 on:** January 13, 2019, 04:24:39 AM »

Quote from: Glen on January 13, 2019, 03:27:07 AM

Quote from: Atramental on January 11, 2019, 10:34:20 AM
Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).

Fucking text me next time, dude.

The shrooms were very intentional about who I was reaching out to.

Maybe next time I eat some they’ll compel me to contact you.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #347 on:** January 14, 2019, 01:28:24 PM »

Wow worse Sunday ever. You can in my post I went dark places. I drank so.kuch mescaline along with copious amount of alcohol. I was basically anxiety ridden and off balance for 24 hours it was awful. Officially taking a break from this shit. Feels like my curious side has been taken over by my destructive side as far as this drug use.

Atramental · « **Reply #348 on:** January 16, 2019, 03:06:39 PM »

https://aishadevi.bandcamp.com/track/time-tool

this audio clip has been resonating with me a lot today

Atramental · « **Reply #349 on:** January 16, 2019, 08:45:29 PM »

Atramental · « **Reply #350 on:** January 18, 2019, 02:26:42 PM »

After I meet with a friend today I'm gonna try my first tab of acid ever.

CatsCatsCats · « **Reply #351 on:** January 18, 2019, 02:28:03 PM »

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #352 on:** January 18, 2019, 09:32:38 PM »

I'm drunk but still

Atramental · « **Reply #353 on:** January 19, 2019, 07:50:49 AM »

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See yah on the flip side, boritos.

Atramental · « **Reply #354 on:** January 19, 2019, 08:08:09 AM »

Also, I ended up taking it this morning instead of last night because I didn't want to be tired and tripping.

Plus I don't think my coffee appt. with [redacted] is gonna happen lol.

Atramental · « **Reply #355 on:** January 19, 2019, 08:46:27 AM »

I'm beginning to feel my "concept of self" dissolving into my surroundings which is actually a rather pleasant feeling tbh. Not gonna lie.

Tasty · « **Reply #356 on:** January 19, 2019, 08:49:30 AM »

BlueTsu needs to publish a book with this poetry. It's fantastic.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #357 on:** January 19, 2019, 09:11:48 AM »

Quote from: Atramental on January 19, 2019, 08:46:27 AM

I'm beginning to feel my "concept of self" dissolving into my surroundings which is actually a rather pleasant feeling tbh. Not gonna lie.

Draw some more if you feel inclined to so. I love seeing work produced when altered

Quote from: Tasty Meat on January 19, 2019, 08:49:30 AM

BlueTsu needs to publish a book with this poetry. It's fantastic.

Its funny you say that Tasty. I've been thinking about doing just that. Making an ornate hardbound copy juzt to have and maybe shopping it around. I have no idea how any of this works though. It would be the writing on one side, and the accompanied photo on the other.

Atramental · « **Reply #358 on:** January 19, 2019, 09:51:09 AM »

Okay, i need to get away from my keyboard or i'm gonna do something i'm gonna regret later lololololololol

Atramental · « **Reply #359 on:** January 19, 2019, 10:23:49 AM »

god. i have to say "ego" really does suck so much joy out of life. we're constantly thinking "me me me me me me me" "what do I want!" the gravitational pull of it all sucking down into one pinpoint of self. that's how the self concept is formed. when the "no thing" wants to become "some thing".

and we forget it's all this big giant cosmic game that we play with ourselves. I suppose out of boredom. Or a need to discover things. if "no thing" was constantly "no thing" it would get pretty boring and dull.

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Author Topic: Drug Experiences (Read 55892 times)