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« Reply #360 on: January 18, 2019, 02:28:03 PM »
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« Reply #361 on: January 18, 2019, 09:32:38 PM »
I'm drunk but still

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« Reply #362 on: January 19, 2019, 07:50:49 AM »
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See yah on the flip side, boritos.  :doge
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« Reply #363 on: January 19, 2019, 08:08:09 AM »
Also, I ended up taking it this morning instead of last night because I didn't want to be tired and tripping.

Plus I don't think my coffee appt. with [redacted] is gonna happen lol.

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« Reply #364 on: January 19, 2019, 08:46:27 AM »
I'm beginning to feel my "concept of self" dissolving into my surroundings which is actually a rather pleasant feeling tbh. Not gonna lie.

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« Reply #365 on: January 19, 2019, 08:49:30 AM »
BlueTsu needs to publish a book with this poetry. It's fantastic.

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« Reply #366 on: January 19, 2019, 09:11:48 AM »
I'm beginning to feel my "concept of self" dissolving into my surroundings which is actually a rather pleasant feeling tbh. Not gonna lie.

Draw some more if you feel inclined to so. I love seeing work produced when altered

BlueTsu needs to publish a book with this poetry. It's fantastic.

Its funny you say that Tasty. I've been thinking about doing just that. Making an ornate hardbound copy juzt to have and maybe shopping it around. I have no idea how any of this works though. It would be the writing on one side, and the accompanied photo on the other.
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« Reply #367 on: January 19, 2019, 09:51:09 AM »


Okay, i need to get away from my keyboard or i'm gonna do something i'm gonna regret later lololololololol  :doge

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« Reply #368 on: January 19, 2019, 10:23:49 AM »
god. i have to say "ego" really does suck so much joy out of life. we're constantly thinking "me me me me me me me" "what do I want!" the gravitational pull of it all sucking down into one pinpoint of self. that's how the self concept is formed. when the "no thing" wants to become "some thing".

and we forget it's all this big giant cosmic game that we play with ourselves. I suppose out of boredom. Or a need to discover things. if "no thing" was constantly "no thing" it would get pretty boring and dull.

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« Reply #369 on: January 19, 2019, 10:35:36 AM »
I can see why western society is very ego centric more so than eastern societies.

The west is very consolidated. The east has much more flow. Much more give and take. Balance.

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« Reply #370 on: January 19, 2019, 10:36:38 AM »
if i could tap into this "state" all the time/any time I would.

fuck.

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« Reply #371 on: January 19, 2019, 10:53:30 AM »
Go out into nature 😘

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« Reply #372 on: January 19, 2019, 10:55:49 AM »
eh... nature is gray and rainy right now.

maybe later lol.

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« Reply #373 on: January 19, 2019, 10:56:07 AM »
ALSO! If that's what "ego death" is than man give me more of that babe. Hahaha.

LOVE IT!

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« Reply #374 on: January 19, 2019, 11:00:30 AM »
I feel like I'm much more in tune with how other people feel and think

like this is the essence of being an "empath"

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« Reply #375 on: January 19, 2019, 11:05:13 AM »
That openness is definitely the biggest draw for me. I need to get my hands on acid fuuuck
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« Reply #376 on: January 19, 2019, 11:07:43 AM »
also, all my "little human problems" feel so little. hahahaha.

they're cute in a way.  :lol

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« Reply #377 on: January 19, 2019, 11:27:58 AM »
also, it's much more apparent that we as individuals are set along specific paths that mold us into these magnificent works of art

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« Reply #378 on: January 19, 2019, 11:30:14 AM »
an infinite display for all of time and space to see

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« Reply #379 on: January 19, 2019, 11:31:49 AM »
these "people" are what evolution brought forth.

through eons and eons. epochs upon epochs. thinking, feeling beings of immense power and ambition to rival that of gods.

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« Reply #380 on: January 19, 2019, 11:49:16 AM »
Weve hit apex humanity

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« Reply #382 on: January 19, 2019, 12:36:51 PM »
to try and capture all these thoughts and insights with words is impossible but i can see what so many brilliant thinkers attempted to do

it's like our "higher selves" have been building humanity like a child would a lego set for all this time

civilization after civilization

empire after empire

dynasty after dynasty

death rebirth death rebirth

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« Reply #383 on: January 19, 2019, 12:43:35 PM »
this ride we ride
this game we play
this dance we dance

will always be here for us to enjoy, to struggle with, to fight with, to be saddened by, to be angered by, to be loved by, to be pleased by, and so on and so forth

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« Reply #384 on: January 19, 2019, 12:50:48 PM »
Shame you're going to forget this feeling; those words completely lost to you like a language you may have known once, in another life. This is the price you pay for taking back doors and alleyways to truth. You're gonna be alright though. "What was I thinking?" You weren't. 

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« Reply #385 on: January 19, 2019, 12:52:52 PM »
very true very true

I weep but I feel such joy at the same time  :-[

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« Reply #386 on: January 19, 2019, 12:56:58 PM »
the time dilation is fucking insane

just wanted to note that lol

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« Reply #388 on: January 19, 2019, 01:04:11 PM »
i understand art so much better

it's a conduit through which we can filter reality through in order understand reality more and more through deeper and deeper insights that were once left unknown to us

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« Reply #389 on: January 19, 2019, 01:05:22 PM »
novelty upon novelty

new intricate worlds within worlds

the universe truly is fractal in nature

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« Reply #390 on: January 19, 2019, 01:11:34 PM »
time and effort are the true building blocks of the artist

not paint or pencil

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« Reply #391 on: January 19, 2019, 01:16:34 PM »
also, FUCK anyone who tries to monopolize this "state of being" and uses it in order to take advantage of others

it is available to all who wish to experience it

we are all our own "shamans"

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« Reply #392 on: January 19, 2019, 01:39:44 PM »
Might be cloudy but I’ve decided to take a fat tea dose during tomorrow nights super blood wolf lunar eclipse

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« Reply #393 on: January 20, 2019, 02:29:49 PM »
Something I didn't write down yesterday is that I saw moving and colorful geometric patterns on a black background when I closed my eyes. The patterns would change each time I opened and closed my eyes.

It was like my brain/inner eye had a screen saver.  :doge

Then later that day when I was taking a shower and closed my eyes the patterns were no longer there. Instead it was these pastel/neon colorscapes with imprints of multi-winged angelic beings.

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« Reply #394 on: January 20, 2019, 08:01:40 PM »
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« Reply #395 on: January 21, 2019, 01:12:27 AM »
Ate a gram of shrooms at a party just now.  :doge

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« Reply #396 on: January 21, 2019, 01:20:41 AM »
give some this shid to your brother
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« Reply #397 on: February 17, 2019, 02:41:26 AM »
Hey, brehs. Does the name “GammaGoblin” ring any bells?

Because apparently he’s a top notch shroom grower that’s been doing it for well over a decade and I’m gonna get some of his stuff in the not so distant future.

Also, apparently he’s associated with a legit chemist that makes top notch acid as well.

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« Reply #398 on: February 17, 2019, 02:43:20 AM »
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« Reply #399 on: February 17, 2019, 02:45:11 AM »
you're gonna be gamma gobblin' up their dicks and balls after they dose you
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« Reply #400 on: February 17, 2019, 02:46:48 AM »
Yeah yeah  ::)

Also, I might also be getting my hands on some changa as well.

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« Reply #402 on: February 17, 2019, 09:09:26 PM »
looks like I might be getting some ketamine too  :doge

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« Reply #403 on: February 17, 2019, 09:32:00 PM »
so many lil rave thots on ket. they'll fuck and suck just to party with you if you have ket  :lol
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« Reply #404 on: February 17, 2019, 09:45:16 PM »
just try heroin already imo

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« Reply #405 on: February 17, 2019, 09:48:25 PM »
opiates  :yuck


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« Reply #406 on: February 24, 2019, 06:10:19 PM »
did 4 grams of shrooms at a rave last night and holy fucking Christ I was seeing people’s souls.  :doge

Also, i had a revelation that I am essentially a guardian angel of some sort lol.  :doge

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« Reply #407 on: February 27, 2019, 09:15:03 AM »
did 4 grams of shrooms at a rave last night and holy fucking Christ I was seeing people’s souls.  :doge

Also, i had a revelation that I am essentially a guardian angel of some sort lol.  :doge

People here give you shit about judging cocaine while doing other drugs, but based on friends who've dealt with cocaine issues, I'm going to suggest you stay away from coke-mom and just keep you-doing-you.

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« Reply #408 on: February 27, 2019, 11:13:41 AM »
“entheogens” are really the only drugs that interest me.

Anything like coke, meth, heroin, etc. can fuck right off.

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« Reply #409 on: March 22, 2019, 10:55:13 AM »
Had a quarter of an L tab and 3 joints last night with a friend lol.

I called in sick this morning to work but I’ll probably come in around lunch.

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« Reply #410 on: March 22, 2019, 11:18:57 AM »
All my lines for mescaline and dmt have closed off. Fuuuck. I miss my 4AcO. I need to move to Canada.
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« Reply #411 on: March 22, 2019, 08:52:42 PM »
Took two tabs of L tonight boi.

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« Reply #412 on: March 22, 2019, 09:24:10 PM »
Acid more than 1 day in a row is a bit.. eh.. by the third day it won't do much but kinda make you feel off.

Wait a week and it will be like the first time again.

Theres an interesting curve graph showing the dropoff in tolerance floating around as collated by a bunch of user reports but yeah a week is the minimum for a nearly 1:1 dose to intensity. Its almost as if evolution and biology accounted for weekends.
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« Reply #413 on: March 23, 2019, 03:17:17 AM »
I had a 3rd tab tonight as well and that kicked it into gear.

And I have 5 left but I’m saving those for a special occasion.

edit: also, I had the “we need to dose the whole city” conversation with a friend of mine.

Also, this was my first time tripping on L in public lol... thankfully I was with familiar folk and friends.

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« Reply #414 on: March 29, 2019, 10:54:19 PM »
Welp.

Just by pure chance I bumped into a guy that I know and stocked up on some more shrooms (6.5g), L (6 tabs), and got some Changa.  :doge :doge :doge :doge

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« Reply #415 on: March 29, 2019, 11:51:47 PM »
Welp.

Just by pure chance I bumped into a guy that I know and stocked up on some more shrooms (6.5g), L (6 tabs), and got some Changa.  :doge :doge :doge :doge

Like running into one of the merchants in Sekiro. God I'm a manchild. Say yes to drugs.
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« Reply #417 on: March 31, 2019, 11:01:45 AM »
Shared some shrooms & L with a friend of mine and he was no joke reading me like a fucking book.  :doge

I need to sleep but it was by far one of the most profound experiences in my life so far.
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« Reply #418 on: April 04, 2019, 06:36:48 PM »
Bought three 12" bridgesii cuttings. Determined to make a strong tea. Like an idiot I kept attempting to make a tar before perfecting the tea process. So now I'll be keeping a better eye on temperatures and reduction levels. Totally chasing the feeling I had that one time. Just absolute warmth and openness.
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« Reply #419 on: April 05, 2019, 10:54:12 AM »
Probably gonna do some more shrooms this weekend at another electronic music show.  :doge

Also, I plan on doing changa with my friend once we’ve prepped ourselves properly for the experience.

And this same friend has some DMT as well but we’ll get to that later this year.