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« Reply #300 on: December 08, 2018, 07:12:50 PM »
Holy fucking shit, if this is what the come up is like I'm afraid what the peak will be like but in the best fucking way. Fear is good, take me outside my fucking comfort zone. Tear me up, make me grow.
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« Reply #301 on: December 08, 2018, 07:34:33 PM »
Mescaline is so goddamn visual and emotional its insane. But you dont lose your marbles like on 4aco. Coherent. The Queen of Tryptamines for me. Without a doubt.
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« Reply #302 on: December 09, 2018, 01:16:13 AM »

I look at my reflection
That cannot be me
Can it?
I'm well natured
compassionate
lover of all things!
So what is this,
that,
sinister look?
Is it for me?
Where does it come
from?
And why does it want to
eat me?
The well has been
poisoned,
that from which I
draw
everyday.
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« Reply #303 on: December 09, 2018, 01:18:07 AM »

Do you know what it truly
truly
means to be
haunted?
Not some cheap thrill-a-minute
dollar show
putrescence.
But to have a memory
consume you
so much
that it is all you can think about
until it is all
you are?
The pain lies
there
calcified in time and
bitterness.
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« Reply #304 on: December 09, 2018, 02:00:57 AM »
Just drank my tea. Didn’t have a scale so I kinda wung it based on the last time I used the same ones 🤷‍♀️

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« Reply #305 on: December 09, 2018, 02:05:13 AM »
Just drank my tea. Didn’t have a scale so I kinda wung it based on the last time I used the same ones 🤷‍♀️

I could never trust myself enough to do that lol
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« Reply #306 on: December 09, 2018, 02:06:58 AM »
I was going for a low dose, so it wasn’t that concerning lol

Last time turned the river bed into a Venutian dune, this time might be a just a bit spacey :P

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« Reply #307 on: December 10, 2018, 12:25:42 PM »
It was the perfect dose for the occasion— only light visual effects, and increased ability to turn inward. Feeling much more at peace with myself after this, could see myself becoming a microdoser lol

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« Reply #308 on: December 10, 2018, 02:18:10 PM »
You're gonna figure it out Cats.

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« Reply #309 on: December 14, 2018, 08:00:17 PM »

I am finally hopeful
for my future
for myself
You have to understand
something about me
My whole life I've been under
this oppressive cloud
and I thought
it was who I was
but it wasn't and isn't
It is clearing ever so slowly but
once in a while I catch a glimpse
of the sky waiting for me once
it is completely
gone
and let me tell you
I cannot wait.
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« Reply #310 on: December 15, 2018, 06:59:19 PM »
On the cactus now
Boiled it down to a cup and took it in in the span of a few minutes
The faster you can get it all down, the more intense the come up
But I have to reconnect with my connect. He got this dried stuff from Peru and it has this warmth it.  The motherland. Fucking alkaloids man.
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« Reply #311 on: December 16, 2018, 01:22:26 AM »

Can you hear all
the hearts
breaking,
Right now?
Sounds
just
like
the
finest
china is
shattering
all over the hard
wood floor with no
one to clean it
up.
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« Reply #312 on: December 26, 2018, 07:48:45 PM »
So if one could infer how powerful the mescaline will be by how bitter the cactus is then oh boy, the shit I just drank almost made me vomit. I also cant do this tea shit anymore, it kills me a little everytime I choke this foul shit down. I have to do a reliable tar method.
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« Reply #313 on: December 26, 2018, 07:59:06 PM »

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« Reply #314 on: December 26, 2018, 08:05:09 PM »
The 80s coming back round in that case lol
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« Reply #315 on: December 26, 2018, 08:24:45 PM »
Yeah this shit is MUCH more dreamy. This is the shit I needed. As I stumble into the shadow realm
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« Reply #316 on: December 26, 2018, 08:41:47 PM »
seriously thought you were talking about crack because of toku's post.
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« Reply #317 on: December 26, 2018, 08:51:31 PM »
Lmao that would legit be the end of me on some Always Sunny arc
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« Reply #318 on: December 26, 2018, 08:55:56 PM »
Lmao that would legit be the end of me on some Always Sunny arc


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« Reply #319 on: December 26, 2018, 08:56:18 PM »
Yeah this shit is MUCH more dreamy. This is the shit I needed. As I stumble into the shadow realm

Liked for the Yu-Gi-Oh reference.

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« Reply #320 on: December 26, 2018, 08:58:47 PM »
When the drugz so good the soles of your feet start sweatin
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« Reply #321 on: December 26, 2018, 10:00:11 PM »

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« Reply #322 on: December 26, 2018, 10:20:06 PM »
The reaction omfg that pic gave me was visceral lmaoooo

HUAAAAGGGGGGG
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« Reply #323 on: December 26, 2018, 10:23:41 PM »
Oh man toku that pic saved my life I was about to crawl up my own ass and that pic gave me context
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« Reply #324 on: December 26, 2018, 10:55:45 PM »
So I'm not fucking kidding these turn events just happened

My silver chain fell to floor
I went to pick it up
It got caught in between this extension cord I have going to my laptop
It shorts out
I have to trip the circuit breaker which is downstairs in some web infested Victorian Massachusetts nightmare of a basement while I'm triping on mescaline

ALL MY NIGHTMARES

I Made it through though
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« Reply #325 on: December 26, 2018, 10:58:44 PM »

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« Reply #326 on: December 26, 2018, 11:05:20 PM »
So I'm not fucking kidding these turn events just happened

My silver chain fell to floor
I went to pick it up
It got caught in between this extension cord I have going to my laptop
It shorts out
I have to trip the circuit breaker which is downstairs in some web infested Victorian Massachusetts nightmare of a basement while I'm triping on mescaline

ALL MY NIGHTMARES

I Made it through though

Remember the movie A Dark Song?

I'm your guardian angel yo. Nothing bad's gonna happen. 8)

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« Reply #327 on: December 26, 2018, 11:07:32 PM »
So I'm not fucking kidding these turn events just happened

My silver chain fell to floor
I went to pick it up
It got caught in between this extension cord I have going to my laptop
It shorts out
I have to trip the circuit breaker which is downstairs in some web infested Victorian Massachusetts nightmare of a basement while I'm triping on mescaline

ALL MY NIGHTMARES

I Made it through though

Remember the movie A Dark Song?

I'm your guardian angel yo. Nothing bad's gonna happen. 8)

Holding onto this post for dear life
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« Reply #328 on: December 27, 2018, 12:18:35 AM »
:) Good. Will be here.

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« Reply #329 on: December 29, 2018, 07:09:53 PM »
Tried a quarter of Xanax for the first time ever.

And wow... This would’ve been so fucking helpful for me during soooo many moments in my life where my anxiety got the best of me.

 :noah
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« Reply #330 on: December 29, 2018, 08:50:58 PM »
yeah I'm not really a big fan of the pro controller d-pad which sucks because that was definitely one of the reasons I wanted a controller  :'(

do any of the mods online actually help prevent it from triggering unintended directions?

edit: wtf caffeine is a helluva drug

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« Reply #331 on: December 29, 2018, 08:52:00 PM »
yeah I'm not really a big fan of the pro controller d-pad which sucks because that was definitely one of the reasons I wanted a controller  :'(

do any of the mods online actually help prevent it from triggering unintended directions?

edit: wtf caffeine is a helluva drug

Lol I was gonna say, wrong thread... or right thread? XD

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« Reply #332 on: December 29, 2018, 08:53:18 PM »
Lmfao

I say right thread
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« Reply #333 on: December 29, 2018, 10:57:15 PM »
Just drank. Month old mescaline tea batch while being a pint  vodka in. You know Jared Ledo and his damaged tattoo this is the physical personification of that stupidity lmao

Edit, no worries, it's pretty weak I love You all. I wouldn't want to go out like an edgelord

And yet
Hahahahaha
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« Reply #334 on: December 29, 2018, 11:15:44 PM »
I will lmao thats been my benchmark for booze when I was hitting it hard
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« Reply #335 on: December 29, 2018, 11:20:35 PM »
I'm reading that as braggadocio on my part ugh. Nah, reality
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« Reply #336 on: December 30, 2018, 02:40:55 AM »
Got some shrooms from a friend tonight. I’ll try these later once I don’t have any pressing responsibilities to attend to.  :doge

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« Reply #337 on: December 30, 2018, 02:42:27 AM »
Got some shrooms from a friend tonight. I’ll try these later once I don’t have any pressing responsibilities to attend to.  :doge

Prepare for the wokedness
Get Good music and good vibes on deck
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« Reply #338 on: December 30, 2018, 03:10:50 AM »
So ummm I fucking misjudged the mescaline I had on tap. I thought it was bust but, there could have been kther variables invloved that made it suck two weeks ago. Whatever the reason, I'm coming up on it now. This going to be a fun as fuck Sunday lmao
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« Reply #339 on: January 11, 2019, 05:57:16 AM »
Just ate a bunch of those shroom stems.

Here goes... something.  :doge
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« Reply #340 on: January 11, 2019, 06:30:56 AM »
Sooo... I'm not really feeling anything too overwhelming.

I'm just drawing at the moment.

Things just seem a bit more in focus and music seems crisper.

What I ate was perhaps a gram or 2. Who can say. I don't really have a scale on me.

edit: probably should've done this on an empty stomach. whoops.  :doge
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« Reply #341 on: January 11, 2019, 06:56:24 AM »


My drawing of myself looks higher than what I'm feeling. Jealous.  :doge

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« Reply #342 on: January 11, 2019, 07:08:55 AM »
Fasting is always the best bet to maximize things. Plus when youre in it, hunger plus the trip equals a sensual food experience
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« Reply #343 on: January 11, 2019, 08:05:24 AM »
I'm starting to feel it more now.

No visuals or anything. But the sensation of being "on" is very present. Loving it.

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« Reply #344 on: January 11, 2019, 08:17:57 AM »
ooooooooooohhhhhhh fuuuuuuuuuuck looooooooooool

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« Reply #345 on: January 11, 2019, 08:47:52 AM »
Holy shit that drawing's incredible :o

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« Reply #346 on: January 11, 2019, 10:32:29 AM »
I'm coming down now. Jesus Christ what a ride.  :doge

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« Reply #347 on: January 11, 2019, 10:34:20 AM »
Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).  :doge

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« Reply #348 on: January 11, 2019, 06:00:01 PM »
Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).  :doge

Theres probably an app to lock shit like that down when losing control. Just have emergency functions or something and you can only receive messages/calls.

I'm currently cooking down 150g worth of bridgesii tea from which I made 3 pulls. A giant pot of it thats already pretty fucking bitter. Debating downing that shit tomorrow but it would be at 5pm which, if strong, would have me tripping till 5am+. Fuck it.
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« Reply #349 on: January 11, 2019, 06:01:05 PM »
Hoping to make another tea this weekend, myself. Picked up a kitchen scale while Xmas shopping a bit back so I can actually measure a dose!

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« Reply #350 on: January 11, 2019, 07:00:16 PM »
I like that drawing.  The shape of your skull is really nice Atra. 

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« Reply #351 on: January 13, 2019, 01:55:16 AM »
Alcohol plus tryptamines feels like a razors edge lol
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« Reply #352 on: January 13, 2019, 03:37:04 AM »
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« Reply #353 on: January 13, 2019, 03:38:35 AM »
Kill.me to this song pls



Split my fucking throat while it rings in my ears
I love
it
So
Fucking much
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« Reply #354 on: January 13, 2019, 03:56:52 AM »


Indescribable

I can't
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« Reply #355 on: January 13, 2019, 04:24:39 AM »
Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).  :doge

Fucking text me next time, dude.
The shrooms were very intentional about who I was reaching out to. :doge

Maybe next time I eat some they’ll compel me to contact you.


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« Reply #356 on: January 14, 2019, 01:28:24 PM »
Wow worse Sunday ever. You can in my post I went dark places. I drank so.kuch mescaline along with copious amount of alcohol. I was basically anxiety ridden and off balance for 24 hours it was awful. Officially taking a break from this shit. Feels like my curious side has been taken over by my destructive side as far as this drug use.
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« Reply #357 on: January 16, 2019, 03:06:39 PM »
https://aishadevi.bandcamp.com/track/time-tool

this audio clip has been resonating with me a lot today  :doge

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« Reply #358 on: January 16, 2019, 08:45:29 PM »


 :cornette

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« Reply #359 on: January 18, 2019, 02:26:42 PM »
After I meet with a friend today I'm gonna try my first tab of acid ever.  :doge