Author Topic: Drug Experiences (Read 55905 times)

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #180 on:** October 21, 2018, 01:08:32 AM »

Now some A1 vaporwave going and sweet CHRIST

X10000000

Atramental · « **Reply #181 on:** October 21, 2018, 01:51:14 AM »

I might be getting MDMA and/or LSD at a rave next weekend.

MDMA has me a bit spooked because I do not want to experience the potential come down.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #182 on:** October 21, 2018, 01:54:23 AM »

Quote from: Atramental on October 21, 2018, 01:51:14 AM

I might be getting MDMA and/or LSD at a rave next weekend.

MDMA has me a bit spooked because I do not want to experience the potential come down.

Your bigger concern should be not appearing on a community channel in a diaper montage lmao

But seriously, gotta accept those heavenly highs come with devilish lows. Just stock up some creature comforts that'll help you cope.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #183 on:** October 21, 2018, 04:09:50 AM »

My heart swells

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #184 on:** October 21, 2018, 03:38:08 PM »

Tripped for 11 hours and felt residuals for some time after. This was after eating a bit before dosing. Fuck. I'm zapped, barely slept.

Music on mescaline is unreal. I threw on my Senny 650's at one point and just jammed to Maxwell, Erykah Badhu, Leonard Cohen etc. Shit was digging deep like experiencing these jams for the first time.

With the Balsam fir and darkness I felt like I was in a hyperbolic time chamber of bomb ass jams.

Atramental · « **Reply #185 on:** October 23, 2018, 09:43:25 PM »

Should I buy some Kratom for my MDMA come down?

Huff · « **Reply #186 on:** October 23, 2018, 11:48:30 PM »

First time I did MDMA I saw a friend get hit by a bus.

I'm sure youll have a better time than me. YOLO

Atramental · « **Reply #187 on:** October 23, 2018, 11:54:28 PM »

I’ve tried it once. Didn’t really feel anything with it but I hear it’s great if you feel like total dog shit after a MDMA come down.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #188 on:** October 24, 2018, 06:03:38 AM »

I can't deal with the comedown on certain substances. Maybe MDMA due to the environment its typically used in being worth it but otherwise, nah. Thats why I stick with tryptamines. Had enough boozy lows to last a lifetime.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #189 on:** October 25, 2018, 06:14:38 PM »

Gonna kill the rest of the cactus tea this Saturday. Gonna binge watch Sabrina on Netflix. I bet my ancestors had no idea I'd profane in such a way. Dios de bendiga.

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #190 on:** October 25, 2018, 07:40:11 PM »

Me legal pot finally arrived.

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #191 on:** October 25, 2018, 07:56:24 PM »

Ok so this rolling thing. Not as easy at it looks.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #192 on:** October 25, 2018, 08:03:06 PM »

Lol I would just get a vape. More efficient use of ya herb.

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #193 on:** October 25, 2018, 08:31:55 PM »

Guys, I'm not sure this worked.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #194 on:** October 25, 2018, 08:45:19 PM »

Quote from: TheInfelicitousDandy on October 25, 2018, 08:31:55 PM

Guys, I'm not sure this worked.

You sure you weren't sold a delicious caprese salad?

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #195 on:** October 25, 2018, 08:58:47 PM »

If you can trust anyone, it's the Ontario government.

CatsCatsCats · « **Reply #196 on:** October 25, 2018, 11:34:54 PM »

Quote from: TheInfelicitousDandy on October 25, 2018, 08:31:55 PM

Guys, I'm not sure this worked.

C’mon, did you inhale or what?

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #197 on:** October 25, 2018, 11:35:44 PM »

I Billed it

CatsCatsCats · « **Reply #198 on:** October 25, 2018, 11:37:40 PM »

Not even in a cool saxophonist or secretary diddlin way either

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #199 on:** October 25, 2018, 11:40:52 PM »

I start with the attainable.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #200 on:** October 27, 2018, 06:13:15 PM »

Did a 17 hour fast and drank the rest of the tea and have a timer going as I did last time. At 3 hours with a full fast versus eating lightly beforehand and the difference is still tremendous. The cactus is fucking engulfing me right now amd I think I'm having my first oh shit moment.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #201 on:** October 27, 2018, 06:18:05 PM »

I dont know how people can go their lives without experiencing this. It does feel like youre knocking at the doors of perception, come what may.

toku · « **Reply #202 on:** October 27, 2018, 07:11:41 PM »

Quote from: BlueTsunami on October 27, 2018, 06:18:05 PM

I dont know how people can go their lives without experiencing this. It does feel like youre knocking at the doors of perception, come what may.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #203 on:** October 27, 2018, 07:24:46 PM »

Quote from: Glen on October 27, 2018, 06:56:14 PM

What kind of cactus is this?

Its bridgesii ticherious achuma. Its considered the most potent cactus you can get legally.

So the sense of impending doom has passed and now I am awash with a sense of euphoria. What makes mescaline God Emperor of psychadelics is how fucking warm and intense it is. It doesnt want to peel your eyes open but gently takes your chin points it towards whats beautiful and asks you to consider it. And what was once banal is now awash in fire (emotionally). I'm fucking getting misty even typing this lmao. No loss of control which I adore. Gave my soul to booze for four years and all it gave me were demons.

Quote from: toku on October 27, 2018, 07:11:41 PM

Quote from: BlueTsunami on October 27, 2018, 06:18:05 PM
I dont know how people can go their lives without experiencing this. It does feel like youre knocking at the doors of perception, come what may.

Legit I want to go further. Next time I downing 100g worth of this. Half of it is a stunner

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #204 on:** October 27, 2018, 11:12:47 PM »

Watching Tree of Life feeling like

Tasty · « **Reply #205 on:** October 28, 2018, 03:36:28 PM »

Atramental · « **Reply #206 on:** October 28, 2018, 09:11:51 PM »

I chewed a lot of gum so I wouldn't be clenching my jaw.

So not too bad.

Atramental · « **Reply #207 on:** October 29, 2018, 08:37:18 AM »

It's kinda odd how that "warm fuzzy" feeling only came about when I was touching and hugging on other people. By myself I felt somewhat normal.

But the confidence, man. I loved how confident I felt.

That alone made it worth my while and I feel like I can tap back into that state with much more ease post-Molly.

Tasty · « **Reply #208 on:** October 29, 2018, 11:12:58 AM »

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #209 on:** November 03, 2018, 04:51:57 PM »

Bought some gel capsules for my 4acoDMT. Shit tastes foul when you try to down it with water. After my weight loss I'm curious as to what a 30mg dose will feel like.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #210 on:** November 03, 2018, 06:07:45 PM »

Stoned to the bone after 35 mins with a full day of fasting fuck

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #211 on:** November 03, 2018, 08:25:22 PM »

30mg is the perfect social dose at this bodyweight. And a friend told me shed be the designated driver and take me to the movies while tripping. Told her I WANT to see Suspiria like this. And now I know the perfect dose.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #212 on:** November 03, 2018, 10:55:54 PM »

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #213 on:** November 10, 2018, 05:24:33 PM »

40mg down. The palm of my hands are fucking sweating. What the fuck. This is new.

Tasty · « **Reply #214 on:** November 10, 2018, 06:19:41 PM »

Quote from: BlueTsunami on November 10, 2018, 05:24:33 PM

40mg down. The palm of my hands are fucking sweating. What the fuck. This is new.

Keep posting. We're here for u <3

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #215 on:** November 10, 2018, 06:29:40 PM »

Thanks, Tasty! Still isnt overwhelming a dose but it's getting there. Next weekend I'll see where 50mg takes me

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #216 on:** November 10, 2018, 09:35:44 PM »

Just dosed 20mg on top of my 40mg from earlier. Peace out bitches. Te amo.

Tasty · « **Reply #217 on:** November 10, 2018, 09:50:57 PM »

Good luck!

toku · « **Reply #218 on:** November 10, 2018, 10:00:10 PM »

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #219 on:** November 11, 2018, 06:58:12 PM »

So yesterdays redose was a bust. The quirky thing about tryptamines is you develop a tolerance over the course of the trip. I should have took a bump 2 hours into the trip instead of 6 hours. So dissapointing. Like loading a bullet into your revolver, expecting the sweet reelease only to get that comical BANG! gag.

And Toku, I was jamming to Chris Isaak the rest of the trip. He knows my pain

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #220 on:** November 11, 2018, 08:50:56 PM »

Ok, at this level something strange is happening. I'm recalling dreams I had when I was a kid, they're coming in waves and they feel like theyre hitting in sequential order. Wow.

seagrams hotsauce · « **Reply #221 on:** November 12, 2018, 12:49:12 AM »

how well do benzos actualy work for curbing an acid trip? been kinda considering doing lsd but i haven't done psychedelics for the better part of a decade and i'm a little wary of the time investment. does xanax actually work for bailing out of trips? i didn't actually have access to benzos when i was doing shrooms every other week so knowing i'd now have an 'in case of emergency open bottle' out if i wanted to expedite a comedown would prolly be comforting

Bore Expert · « **Reply #222 on:** November 12, 2018, 01:31:40 AM »

I’ll tell you this.. if you want to curb a bad experience with psychedelics, drink some beers. It will mellow you out and make it way easier to deal with it and eventually sleep. I’ve seen people take klonopin to cope with bad trips but it usually resulted in them being knocked out for several hours

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #223 on:** November 13, 2018, 08:09:44 PM »

So I put in an order for 250g of dried cactus. I typically work with 100g and split it into two 50g doses. Next time I dose I will go after 100g. Which, even at a possible 1% mesc content would equal 1g of mescaline (a moderate dose would be considered 300mg, heavy 800mg+). Havent experienced ego death yet. Maybe I'm ready to go for broke.

Tasty · « **Reply #224 on:** November 14, 2018, 01:08:52 AM »

toku · « **Reply #225 on:** November 14, 2018, 11:36:32 AM »

bless up tasty i know you're going through a lot rn but it's gonna get better. This is all probably exactly what you need to start your own business and clear room for those hobbies that enrich your life. You've always been on fire and smart, none of that has change. This is only a speedbump.

Tasty · « **Reply #226 on:** November 14, 2018, 07:29:56 PM »

Thank you.

Mr Gilhaney · « **Reply #227 on:** November 14, 2018, 08:32:22 PM »

Haven't smoked for a loooong time, but was with friends... So I ate way too many edibles the other day and then went and watched a counter strike event with them. What an experience to be among around 16000 neckbeards and dabbing kids, while stoned out of your mind. I honestly don't remember ever being that stoned from weed... I could barely speak when ordering stuff to drink at the bar. Was quite fun though.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #228 on:** November 16, 2018, 09:35:29 PM »

Music on 4ACO is so damn good. I swear to all that is Holy. Ita like everything is turned up to 11 and theres no real fog. Its like staring into a prism.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #229 on:** November 16, 2018, 11:48:09 PM »

Its true fucking nature
Right fucking NOW

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #230 on:** November 17, 2018, 12:12:36 AM »

You're supposed to suffer for your art
I've been bleeding for years
And years
And years
Take it from me
All of it
I exist
That is all

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #231 on:** November 17, 2018, 01:38:34 AM »

A singular voice calls out to me
In this
Silence
It is terrible
It terrifies me
It takes all I have not to
Scream
Help me

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #232 on:** November 17, 2018, 01:47:39 AM »

I'll speak in tongues for
You
Until my lips turn the bluest of
Blues
All in an effort to get this pain
Out
This ritual
Burns
But fire
Renews
Back and
Forth
And
Back
In my
Mind

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #233 on:** November 17, 2018, 02:22:22 AM »

My terror has a name
And it smirks at me
Until its all I see
Until its all I am
I don't want it
I dont want
It
Porque?
Always that smirk
She hates me
And there's nothing I can do to
Fix it
My terror has a name

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #234 on:** November 17, 2018, 02:38:17 AM »

I watched you as you slept
A late day nap
The setting sunlight made you glow
The look of peace on your face brought me to tears
At that very moment I found out what it meant to truly love a person
To do anything for them
To see her cry tears of sadness I'd move heaven and earth to make it stop
Shes still glowing
On that bed
In my mind

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #235 on:** November 17, 2018, 02:52:26 AM »

Lmao!

This is the 4acodmt synthetic.

I took a stupid fucking dose at 78mg then redosed 25mg four hours in. I fucking lost my marbles. I heard a voice calling my name and I'm fucking tearing up thinking about. It was hateful. I could tell it wanted me to see things I didnt want to see. It took all my fucking willpower to turn away from it.

I feel like I pierced the veil. Absolutely pierced it. And it wanted to eat me.

As far as visual the graphics on my TV melted and they came at me. I wanted it to stop so badly. The feeling of dread was so overwhelming I wanted to scream for help.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #236 on:** November 17, 2018, 02:59:16 AM »

I kid you not i was muttering to myself in tongues at one point caught in some sort of rapture

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #237 on:** November 17, 2018, 03:11:54 AM »

What's got me spooked is the sense of deja vu. I've done this before, many many times. But everytime I've gone through it I've pulled a new experience away.

Honestly this feels like a pivotal moment in my life. Some sort of techtonic shift emotionally. I am liberated.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #238 on:** November 17, 2018, 03:24:43 AM »

Fuck me. I browned out for a bit during. And now some of it is coming back. There was one point where, in an effort to drown out the singular voice calling out to me, I tried turning on my fan for some much needed white noise. It didnt turn on. Fuck. I needed to stop hearing this voice NOW. I got up and plugged it in. But in doing so I got this sense like I was in some sort of twilight space. In between reality and whatever else is out there. Felt like reality itself was watching me. Considering me. What is this gnat that stepped into our realm. Lets see what it does.

toku · « **Reply #239 on:** November 17, 2018, 05:47:58 AM »

when we break from linear time weird things happen

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Author Topic: Drug Experiences (Read 55905 times)