Maria and I embraced under the soft hue gave of a setting sun. "Don't internalize it", I told her. "It's not your fault" Then I pushed my finger to her lips and hushed, "Shhhh. No internalizing." At this point, I checked my phone a few times, then she mentioned I resembled Idris Elba. We laughed it off, then we witnessed that white blonde cac, let's call her "Harmony", exit the library with a noose and bleach in hand. At this point I had been in my car for 6 hours and 24 minutes.