Didn't they accept you coming out?
I imagine there's a lot of trouble there regardless, but maybe your bad year is getting to you and they actually are trying. Himu babe, we're here for you. So please don't do the dumbest thing a person can possibly do. You're very strong, I simply can't imagine going through what you've been through. But in knowing how that state of being is and what thoughts cross your mind at the time. As hard as they are, and no matter how long they may last, they are fleeting. Please try your best to move on through it and grow even stronger.
I know you can do it, I believe in you.
It was a case of things seeming like they're okay when I came out. I honestly found it manipulative in the end. My dad actively refuses to acknowledge my gender identity even as my body slims tremendously, I lose massive upper body muscle, flaunt c cups, and look like (and sound) like a 22 year old woman. He refuses. My mom is still having hard time accepting it. She asks to give her time, and I came out in bloody April. It's been over six months now. ACCEPT IT. But she still calls me my old name and he. She even told me she wishes I was gay instead. My dad constantly chides my gender identity, saying it's a phase, when I picked the name Naomi in fucking 2009.
I came out to my extended family a few weeks ago. Aside from one aunt and one cousin, just about zero of them have been supportive and curious and accepting. My cousins have called me cheeseburger, or refused to talk to me.
So I have a lot on my mind. People really helped me drill into my head that this is only temporary. This time next year I will be in another city, in another state, with a legal name change. I hope to put all this behind me very soon. Hopefully.
