Lately I want to talk to people because of the social aspect, but I don't know how to take to people anymore :'(
I see a cute girl and I'm like I could try to match with her or send her a message, but if she replies it's like I don't what to talk about anymore. I have no life and not doing anything besides full time work, cooking and cleaning/housework, working out, consuming entertainment and posting here :'(
I feel kinda embarrassed/low confidence to talk about myself/life atm because normally in dating talk I'm selling myself to try to appeal to the other person.
I know I could like stop consuming media for a bit and take some online classes, devote myself to some goal so I'm doing something with my life outside work atm to have something to talk about and not seem as pathetic, but just too lazy/depressed to do anything. Just waiting for the world to get past covid and pick up a life again so I have something to talk about on dates. Which I get is wrong, because you've had a whole of experiences and philosophies and interests and you should be able to talk for months with someone about everything until now, but I feel like I mostly know about videogames and no one wants to talk about that stuff so yeah...
idk just in a funk.
I don't know almost anyone else who lives alone right now and it's definitely a bit tough even for an introvert. Just been a long time in isolation already.