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« Reply #900 on: March 03, 2023, 11:59:29 PM »
As for me I'm doing so good. Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala is the greatest and most merciful. My soul is just throwing up junk every day and taking away what's bad and what God doesn't want for me. Praise Him! It's all to prepare for Ramadan I'm sure! I'm really feeling positive about my future and believe in God's vision.
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« Reply #901 on: March 18, 2023, 11:23:00 AM »
Tasty spotted on IG. He looks good. :)
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« Reply #902 on: March 22, 2023, 02:41:04 AM »
it's okay to be gay, himu. we love you, we accept you. you are exactly enough as you are.
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« Reply #903 on: March 22, 2023, 10:40:27 AM »
No I'm not gay :lol

I'm bi at best.
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« Reply #904 on: March 22, 2023, 03:09:20 PM »
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« Reply #905 on: April 05, 2023, 05:19:38 AM »
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« Reply #906 on: April 05, 2023, 05:31:13 AM »
So sorry to hear that, buddy. We’re here for you.
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« Reply #908 on: April 05, 2023, 10:34:01 AM »
So sorry to hear this Filler, I hope you're doing ok. We're here for you.
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« Reply #909 on: April 05, 2023, 10:55:11 AM »
When moms die it's sad

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« Reply #911 on: April 05, 2023, 02:55:10 PM »
May Allah subhanahu wa ta'la grant you ease during this time of hurt and heartbreak, pain and powerlessness. Ameen. Inna Lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un. Are you alone? Do you have family support?
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« Reply #912 on: April 05, 2023, 04:52:31 PM »
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« Reply #913 on: April 05, 2023, 07:16:17 PM »
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« Reply #915 on: April 08, 2023, 08:07:09 AM »
How are you holding up? Still with the family?

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« Reply #917 on: April 09, 2023, 05:53:27 AM »
Keep luxurious locks or be able to afford food?

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« Reply #918 on: April 09, 2023, 07:32:34 AM »
Shit, i guess I should check in on this thread more often. Lots of stuff I missed with my fellow boreans.

@Filler, my deepest condolences. Spend time with family and take your time deciding what's best for you. If it's any help, I had long hair when I was younger and agonised over cutting it when I was entering the workforce. I miss the hair, but love my job. If I had my time again, I'd make the same decision.

@Tasty, I hope you read this. You're gonna be ok. Take some time for yourself now and then. Come back here when you are ready. If you need a new pro controller, send me a PM and I'll buy it for you.

@Trashy, sometimes it's difficult to make humour stick in these moments. I, for one, think thebore is a lesser place without you and I've missed your posting here. Send me a PM if you need to and let me know if you're in Brisbane any time soon. We can grab lunch, my shout.
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« Reply #919 on: April 09, 2023, 11:43:39 AM »
Sorry about mama, Filler.  *hugs*  She looks beautiful and well-taken care of in those pics.  I'm sure she appreciated you for that.

regarding your dog: I had to put my dog down about a month ago, so I know what that's like.  If you need to talk, I'm around.   

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« Reply #920 on: April 10, 2023, 01:10:28 AM »
I doubt I'm depressed, but I just have no passion or excitement for anything anymore.

Things, media, whatever that use to excitement me do nothing and I think most new things are boring and lame. I really don't want to become some nostlgia ridden boomer, but just nothing does anything for me.

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« Reply #921 on: April 10, 2023, 06:40:09 AM »
I doubt I'm depressed, but I just have no passion or excitement for anything anymore.

Things, media, whatever that use to excitement me do nothing and I think most new things are boring and lame. I really don't want to become some nostlgia ridden boomer, but just nothing does anything for me.
Anhedonia, bruv. Common symptom of depression, but can be caused by other things.

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« Reply #922 on: April 10, 2023, 01:09:01 PM »
Sorry for your loss, Filler. Losing a parent is always hard.

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« Reply #924 on: April 19, 2023, 12:04:25 AM »
I hope you manage to get the job :goty
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« Reply #925 on: April 19, 2023, 02:39:09 AM »
Chin up filler. You are strong enough to get through this.
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« Reply #926 on: April 19, 2023, 07:04:13 AM »
So sorry to hear this filler, can't really think of anything to post other than that.

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« Reply #927 on: April 19, 2023, 06:14:15 PM »
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« Reply #928 on: April 19, 2023, 06:22:03 PM »
Tasty, I haven't really gotten embroiled in the bore meetups stuff like a lot of longtime people around here seem to have done in the past, and I don't really know you, but every time I saw a post of yours I was like that's a cool level headed dude

I hope things are getting better for you, or at least not too much worse
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Himu

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« Reply #931 on: April 25, 2023, 05:24:11 AM »
Things aren't good now but God will stand by me and I'll pull through.

I think for the first time in my life I am ready to die and it's really peaceful feeling. I don't suspect I will live long. As long as I can work on my arts legacy and be as good as I can to people I think I'll be fine. Allah is the only friend I need. :bow
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« Reply #932 on: April 25, 2023, 11:20:50 AM »
Things aren't good now but God will stand by me and I'll pull through.

I think for the first time in my life I am ready to die and it's really peaceful feeling. I don't suspect I will live long. As long as I can work on my arts legacy and be as good as I can to people I think I'll be fine. Allah is the only friend I need. :bow

Now hold on Himu, your redemption arc ends with you happy not dead. Keep your chin up.
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« Reply #933 on: April 25, 2023, 04:44:27 PM »
Things aren't good now but God will stand by me and I'll pull through.

I think for the first time in my life I am ready to die and it's really peaceful feeling. I don't suspect I will live long. As long as I can work on my arts legacy and be as good as I can to people I think I'll be fine. Allah is the only friend I need. :bow
Nah dude, there's always something to look forward to. Get through this and out the other side and I promise you there will be better times ahead. If this is as bad as it gets, then that means it will only get better.
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« Reply #934 on: April 25, 2023, 05:31:00 PM »
Things aren't good now but God will stand by me and I'll pull through.

I think for the first time in my life I am ready to die and it's really peaceful feeling. I don't suspect I will live long. As long as I can work on my arts legacy and be as good as I can to people I think I'll be fine. Allah is the only friend I need. :bow
Nah dude, there's always something to look forward to. Get through this and out the other side and I promise you there will be better times ahead. If this is as bad as it gets, then that means it will only get better.

I was in the ER and now have a $2000 bill. The school I got into needs $500 deposit to secure my place by May 1 and I don't have the money because of the ER situation. I don't know what to do.
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« Reply #935 on: April 25, 2023, 10:16:38 PM »
Things aren't good now but God will stand by me and I'll pull through.

I think for the first time in my life I am ready to die and it's really peaceful feeling. I don't suspect I will live long. As long as I can work on my arts legacy and be as good as I can to people I think I'll be fine. Allah is the only friend I need. :bow
Nah dude, there's always something to look forward to. Get through this and out the other side and I promise you there will be better times ahead. If this is as bad as it gets, then that means it will only get better.

I was in the ER and now have a $2000 bill. The school I got into needs $500 deposit to secure my place by May 1 and I don't have the money because of the ER situation. I don't know what to do.
Call the school and advise them of your situation. See if there is anything they can do to help you.
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« Reply #937 on: April 26, 2023, 12:27:17 PM »
I'm sorry, Filler... :(

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« Reply #938 on: April 26, 2023, 12:45:49 PM »
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« Reply #940 on: April 26, 2023, 04:00:49 PM »
So sorry Filler :tocry
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« Reply #942 on: April 26, 2023, 05:44:48 PM »
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« Reply #943 on: April 27, 2023, 10:18:18 AM »
School increased my scholarship amount and let me extend the deadline yay

Sorry about your loss, Filler. :(
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« Reply #944 on: April 27, 2023, 11:13:35 AM »
School increased my scholarship amount and let me extend the deadline yay

Sorry about your loss, Filler. :(

Great news
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« Reply #945 on: April 27, 2023, 11:31:29 AM »
Filler, as I mentioned -- I'm in the same boat.  I lost my dog of 15 years very recently.  He was my best bud and I loved him so, so much.  But I always remind myself that this is a good opportunity to rescue another dog that really needs a home.  You mentioned you needed good things to start happening - extending yourself to others, especially animals that need a loving home, is a really gratifying, good thing.     I have no doubt you gave that pup the best life, and you have a lot more to give when time heals the wound.  Hope you feel better, I know it hurts, brother.

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« Reply #948 on: May 12, 2023, 11:12:33 PM »
Going on sabbatical. I feel really great and really keyed/locked in. Definitely know what matters and what doesn't, and it's myself above all else. Working two jobs to save money for NYC. Hustle is life.
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« Reply #949 on: August 13, 2023, 08:02:49 PM »
First time in a few months when I've really been suicidal and lonely. I managed to push it down and just being around others and having positive energy really helped. I admit the cynic in me makes it hard to be that all the time, and as a human being it's an impossible demand, but getting better at social skills is a lot like riding a bike.
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« Reply #950 on: August 14, 2023, 02:29:22 AM »
https://www.everydayhealth.com/bipolar-disorder-pictures/biggest-triggers-of-bipolar-mood-swings.aspx

I think I'm going through a depression mood right now. It's really hard. I've spent the entire night crying and I can't fucking stop.
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