I’m impressed that you’ve seemingly found the most accommodating woman in the world that has been willing to put up with your shit and you’re still trying to do everything possible to fuck it up. I get you have serious issues with insecurity but still.
I thought I did too and while I know you all think I’m crazy, I’m sorry if you looked at our texting I think you’d see she’s kind of coming off like a bitch.
All I get is
“Whatever”
“Ok”
And then things like “and” and “why” to simple questions such as “when’s your flight” and “hey saw you talking to the boss what’s that about”.
This is a girl that would go into extreme detail before and answer any question you had with so much bluntness that it would turn you on. Now I’m lucky to even get a reply and even more so if there’s any enthusaim behind it.
It’s a complete 180 from how we use to talk. To the point I don’t even know why we are talking. I’m not trying to ask so many “are we ok” crap because she said we were, but the vibe now is so diffrent . And since it’s coming after a mishap it makes everything feel like I ruined something. I mean I did at first and still kind of think it’s because of her conference. I mean she is also an insecure person and gets anxious and stressed out before. She got very stressed out before about it and yeah all I said was hey you’ll do fine and stick with it and then she calmed down and went back to normal. This time it hasn’t and when she talks to me there’s such a vibe of “why the fuck are you talking to me”. I even said “hey you have a lot going on, don’t worry about my shit” to which I got was a simple “ok”.
It’s just maddening to someone like me. And my plan was to just shut up and ride it out to she gets back. But Jesus Christ has it sucked and honestly at some point I don’t really know wtf is going on. It honestly feels like now she’s taking her stress out on me and it has nothing to do with me.
