So an older woman I've only really corresponded with online randomly sent me nudes under some artistic guise. Basically selfies of her in the shower at interesting angles asking for critiques. We never got to that point where nudes would be in play till now, not even close to it. Just innocent footsies. She fucking lept over all the formalities. She lives in Buffalo, 6 1/2 hours away. Fuck. What makes her so compelling is her personality and dancers body. She has a fetish for Puerto Rican dudes and obsessively goes to merengue classes. Although I feel, with her, things could go Fatal Attraction very fast.
Oh rahx, id suck your balls if it would give you some solace
Even though I was probably the most drunk I’ve ever been, I don’t know if I could do that.
Still that gay bar was probably one of the most fun bars I’ve been to. Id go again.
I feel once you get out of your head and enjoy the moment you're more likely to get into those encounters you try to actively find. Its one of the more annoying aspects of finding someone that introverts like you and me seem to not being able to get a handle. Of course body image and social anxiety issues just heighten this roadblock further. You have to really tear down those negative parts of you first.
