Idk what this means but I've been having frequent nightmares of being stuck in Japan again with no way to go home, and it's been really unpleasant because my ex is always there to argue or yell at me. I've been doing really well mentally after moving and can safely say I'm not depressed anymore, why am I having these nightmares then? I don't regret moving, and I don't feel bad for doing it either. Is my mind trying to punish me for finally being at peace?