Ugh
I was doing so goddamn well, just focussing on myself, went running and doing pushups each day and trying to make some happn/tinder matches happen.
Hit upon a few tinder matches and one of them already wants to go out for drinks this or next week.
Then I was high on confidence, when I went to the coffee shop this saturday this sexy ginger girl who works there was behind the counter, we were talking about NYE and how it all went, I said some friends came by we went to a party on the fifth then came back down to hang out and smoke weed. She was like aw Yeah I totally get you just chilling in your new crib.. and I said (i don't know what came over me) well maybe this is kinda weird since we don't really know eachother but.. if you want we can hang out sometime and you can check out my new crib as well?
She was like.. uhh yeah that's weird.. no just kidding I'd like that that's cool! In the meantime while we were talking a line of about 10 dudes had formed behind me, so I said ok well let's plan something when there's not 10 people standing behind me in line.
Now I know I'm probably a dumbass and should have asked for her digits then and there but Im sure ill be allright. If not thats cool too. Still I feel like I should have ' closed ' the deal to hook up at least right then and there.
Now I feel like a worthless loser again, all on my own -_-. Im bored man this shit sucks.
TO TOP IT ALL OFF
The woman from work randomly started texting me over the weekend about some Witcher discussion we had at work. She thought I had said that the bard from Witcher 3 was called Roach. When I clearly was talking about the horse. So on friday after work (she normally never texts me ever unless its work related) she was like oh I understand your confusion the bard isnt called Roach but the horse is. Didn't actually respond till it was sunday but I was like ok so I was totally right. She said nah not at all you said the bard was called Roach. I was like nuhuh no way I did that'b crazy.
Not that that probably means jack shit, just annoying that she is contacting me when im trying to get over her basically -_-
Nothing important just weird af all of a sudden she's texting me.