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Re: RELATIONSHIPS: helping wizards deplete their mana since 2011
« Reply #11640 on: October 08, 2019, 04:24:31 PM »
that smooth guy, max chill, drugged up, mind expanding facade dropping real quick :lol
I can be ur angel or ur debil  :-*

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« Reply #11641 on: October 08, 2019, 04:25:31 PM »
keep on rollin, roman. you'll bag that dumb heroin broad that you already resent with your hillbilly charm soon enough and it's sure to work out perfectly :pimp

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« Reply #11642 on: October 08, 2019, 04:26:32 PM »
Guys, give Atra a break.

Every bit of information we've had about that possum girl up till this day make it clear she's premium wife material.

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« Reply #11643 on: October 08, 2019, 04:34:09 PM »
For the new page let's stop talking about atra and start giving cats cubed our love and support
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« Reply #11644 on: October 08, 2019, 04:53:08 PM »
Does it... have to be?
Ever since I’ve started dating its been this way.

Be genuine & too friendly, women lose interest/get weirded out/want to treat you like their bestie.
Be somewhat cold & distant with some warmness sprinkled in (like their fathers most likely), they chase after you & wanna sit on your dick.  :doge

edit: also, possum girl isn’t the only gal I’ve been hanging out with.

I’m seeing this blonde bimbo as well since the other girl with the short hair lost interest because we lived too far away from each other: https://imgur.com/a/LFEc3e0

There is a middle ground between being a doormat and acting like a dick to chase some tail.

Since I have done this myself in my early 20‘s: Pretending to be someone else is not a recipe for happiness. In retrospect, I would have been happier playing vidya instead. :esports

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« Reply #11645 on: October 08, 2019, 05:43:18 PM »
The short version is I realized too late that I’m a pile of unresolved traumas and it ended up with my wife seeing me as a burden and killed the attraction in my marriage.

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« Reply #11646 on: October 08, 2019, 06:08:53 PM »
Man that sucks.
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« Reply #11647 on: October 08, 2019, 06:15:31 PM »
How about this, I do what works for me and you all do what works for you.
At some point fucking people you clearly despise and think of as lesser than you will stop filling your god-hole guilt.
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« Reply #11648 on: October 08, 2019, 06:30:45 PM »
I’m sorry to hear, CatsCatsCats. I hope you all will be able to resolve this and move forward together.
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« Reply #11649 on: October 08, 2019, 07:01:52 PM »
nah, just convincing a close friend of mine to get an abortion.  :doge

edit: It's not mine btw.  :doge

Sorry, but why exactly are you attempting to make her choice yourself? Or is this more of the manipulative shitheel business where you puppet someone through a very serious time in their life for your perverse satisfaction?


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« Reply #11650 on: October 08, 2019, 07:08:50 PM »
nah, just convincing a close friend of mine to get an abortion.  :doge

edit: It's not mine btw.  :doge

Sorry, but why exactly are you attempting to make her choice yourself? Or is this more of the manipulative shitheel business where you puppet someone through a very serious time in their life for your perverse satisfaction?
Jesus...

She was planning on getting one anyway. And I’m just one of several friends who support her decision.

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« Reply #11651 on: October 08, 2019, 07:13:00 PM »
Okay, the combination of "convincing" and your earlier comments didn't have me look at that in good faith

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« Reply #11652 on: October 08, 2019, 07:42:58 PM »
That goes for Rahx too but at one point you need to realize that we're not so much judging what's happening in your lives so much as what (and how) you're telling us happen.

Atra you get a ribbing because the tone of some of your messages is pretty wack (like "Sometimes miracles happen... The guy nearly OD'ed" :smug ). Contrast post #13583 and the ones after for instance, there's a pretty massive gulf in how you talk about people, first assuming that weird player facade and talking about your friends as pawns then talking a lot more plainly (and healthy sounding) of them like... Well, human beings. All the latest exchanges from today shift from one to another.
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« Reply #11653 on: October 08, 2019, 07:45:47 PM »
What can I say, I’m a Gemini.  :awesome

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« Reply #11654 on: October 08, 2019, 07:46:48 PM »
is that a gang?
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« Reply #11655 on: October 08, 2019, 07:49:19 PM »
it means hes actually will smith

Atramental

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« Reply #11656 on: October 08, 2019, 07:49:44 PM »
is that a gang?
Nah it’s my drug dealer name.

Gem for short. 💎

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« Reply #11657 on: October 08, 2019, 07:59:36 PM »
is that a gang?
Nah it’s my drug dealer name.

Gem for short. 💎
need you to decipher this for me, serious  :doge

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« Reply #11658 on: October 08, 2019, 08:04:13 PM »
is that a gang?
Nah it’s my drug dealer name.

Gem for short. 💎
need you to decipher this for me, serious  :doge


just your run of the mill new age psycho babble but said poorly/incoherently

listen to this instead: https://aishadevi.bandcamp.com/track/time-tool

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« Reply #11659 on: October 08, 2019, 08:43:23 PM »
bless up

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« Reply #11660 on: October 08, 2019, 09:49:54 PM »
We both flat out told each other we love each other.
And I do resent her a bit for passing me up for a heroin addict who can’t hold a job for more than a few months...

But hey, we all make mistakes. All shall be forgiven once that relationship meets its inevitable end and she eventually comes around to me.

And if not then she’ll become one of many acquaintances that I’m friendly to but not super close with.

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OK, sorry to be theBore-ing Dad, but here goes:

This is utterly standard, bullshit, Good Guy behavior. She's broken. She's in a broken relationship. You're waiting until she realizes you're a better choice.

Straight up, this is not what it means to be a decent person. Nothing good can come of this.

You're broken, too. You can choose to work on that, or just find another broken person who fulfills your expectations of the universe, which is what this looks like from here.

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« Reply #11661 on: October 08, 2019, 10:00:07 PM »
Okay, the combination of "convincing" and your earlier comments didn't have me look at that in good faith

Yea the whole "I have power and control" and "ending someone's bloodline" and being able to "make or break people with my connections" and then the "I've said too much already" was a bit ummm..... edgy  :doge Like is that what you really believe Atra or was it just the drugs talking?

I mean it's good to be confident and all but maybe tone down the megalomania a bit lol.

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« Reply #11662 on: October 08, 2019, 10:37:52 PM »
Atra, just get her to have sex with you again and then use that as emotional blackmail to destroy what's left of their relationship.
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« Reply #11663 on: October 09, 2019, 12:44:53 AM »
BAN ATRA AND KILL HIM END HIS BLOODLINE
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« Reply #11664 on: October 09, 2019, 02:24:39 AM »
what a weird fucking dude you are
I’m a product of my upbringing & environment.

Manipulation is a way of life & survival for me.

edit: Also, being genuine has only fucked me over. Countless times. It’s part of the reason why I lost my marketing job because I gave my sociopath creative director too much rope to hang myself with.

Dude you're just talking shit about people behind their back, you're not manipulating anyone. Getting an abortion and stringing along a crackhead are the things people pretend to ask for advice on because they want some opinions on both sides.

If you want to be able to be genuine without alienating yourself, you have to be less judgemental.

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« Reply #11665 on: October 09, 2019, 02:38:36 AM »
Who would you prefer, a cool heroin addict or a guy who drops acid and then cringeposts on the bore?

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« Reply #11666 on: October 09, 2019, 03:38:58 AM »
Cringe posting is like taking a psychic shit. Can't let it build up too much in your brain or it'll start to spill out IRL.  :brain

And I'm well aware how despicable I truly am but a good chunk of my friends out in meat space call me a saint or guardian angel (mostly because they're even more damaged or despicable than I am).  :doge

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« Reply #11667 on: October 09, 2019, 03:44:50 AM »
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« Reply #11668 on: October 09, 2019, 05:19:43 AM »
Who would you prefer, a cool heroin addict or a guy who drops acid and then cringeposts on the bore?
In a few months’ time we will likely have both. 👀
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« Reply #11669 on: October 09, 2019, 08:15:58 AM »
Cringe posting is like taking a psychic shit. Can't let it build up too much in your brain or it'll start to spill out IRL.  :brain

And I'm well aware how despicable I truly am but a good chunk of my friends out in meat space call me a saint or guardian angel (mostly because they're even more damaged or despicable than I am).  :doge

You're not fooling anybody. Get your ass to therapy.
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« Reply #11670 on: October 09, 2019, 08:25:20 AM »
I was planning to until my fucking job decided to block me from becoming a salaried employee w/ benefits...

I should’ve never gone into design as a profession. I should’ve just gotten a factory job at BMW and did art/design on the side.

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« Reply #11671 on: October 09, 2019, 08:38:00 AM »
Also, I haven’t been sleeping well lately (mostly due to my job) so that of course is fucking with my mental health.

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« Reply #11672 on: October 09, 2019, 10:52:44 AM »
I'm no expert, but dropping acid I would think would likely be the cause of you not being able to sleep.

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« Reply #11673 on: October 09, 2019, 10:56:53 AM »
That's the thing I hated most about acid. I wanted it to be done 6-8 hours before it was.
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« Reply #11674 on: October 09, 2019, 10:59:52 AM »
I'm no expert, but dropping acid I would think would likely be the cause of you not being able to sleep.
I dropped acid Sunday.

I can stay awake without acid just fine due to my anxiety induced insomnia.

edit: also I’m pissed that I could’ve been smoking pot this whole time (which most of the time helps me sleep/chill the fuck out) but I didn’t because I thought they were gonna drug test me once I got hired on. And I have no idea how long I’ll be in contractor limbo so I can’t really smoke now either. Fuck everything lol.
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« Reply #11675 on: October 09, 2019, 12:31:19 PM »
For anyone keeping score on bire open arrangements, the wife and I stopped being open like 10 months ago, and mostly unrelated but we’re now on the rocks. I’m having a pretty hard time with it.
I'm sorry cats. :(
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« Reply #11676 on: October 09, 2019, 12:32:53 PM »
We both flat out told each other we love each other.
And I do resent her a bit for passing me up for a heroin addict who can’t hold a job for more than a few months...

But hey, we all make mistakes. All shall be forgiven once that relationship meets its inevitable end and she eventually comes around to me.

And if not then she’ll become one of many acquaintances that I’m friendly to but not super close with.

:yeshrug

OK, sorry to be theBore-ing Dad, but here goes:

This is utterly standard, bullshit, Good Guy behavior. She's broken. She's in a broken relationship. You're waiting until she realizes you're a better choice.

Straight up, this is not what it means to be a decent person. Nothing good can come of this.

You're broken, too. You can choose to work on that, or just find another broken person who fulfills your expectations of the universe, which is what this looks like from here.
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« Reply #11677 on: October 09, 2019, 12:47:43 PM »
Being right doesn’t change the fact that I have a demented attachment style when it comes to romantic relationships.

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« Reply #11678 on: October 09, 2019, 12:55:50 PM »
Atra X Possum Girl:



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« Reply #11679 on: October 09, 2019, 01:28:51 PM »
If anything I was the one that kept on friend zoning her then the night of her bf’s relapse she ended up kissing me and then things became more & more impassioned from there.
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« Reply #11680 on: October 09, 2019, 01:55:26 PM »
I. FUCKING. CAN’T.

I don’t exactly know what’s wrong with me but I become manic/hyper fixated on certain things and my chill just goes out the window.

Also, I have a big ass jar of bud at home just mocking me... I want to smoke it so fucking bad.


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« Reply #11681 on: October 09, 2019, 02:03:32 PM »
Maybe take a break from this thread and come back when you have a real update in your life
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« Reply #11682 on: October 09, 2019, 02:09:48 PM »
spend $25 on fake piss, problem solved. imagine being a druglord and not knowing how to get around a test :lol

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« Reply #11683 on: October 09, 2019, 02:23:53 PM »
spend $25 on fake piss, problem solved. imagine being a druglord and not knowing how to get around a test :lol
They do hair follicle tests as well at my job.

And I know there’s a shampoo but they don’t give any warning when they administer the initial drug test.

Plus, the fucked up thing is that these drug tests are really only meant for the warehouse workers since they operate heavy machinery. But I suppose my company doesn’t want to discriminate so they just drug test everyone...

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« Reply #11684 on: October 09, 2019, 02:59:37 PM »
I. FUCKING. CAN’T.

I don’t exactly know what’s wrong with me but I become manic/hyper fixated on certain things and my chill just goes out the window.

Also, I have a big ass jar of bud at home just mocking me... I want to smoke it so fucking bad.
If only someone, or maybe even a group of people had told you at the very beginning that this was a toxic situation and nothing good could have come of it. IF ONLY!! :gurl
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« Reply #11685 on: October 09, 2019, 03:01:56 PM »
The heart wants what it wants~  :doge

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« Reply #11686 on: October 09, 2019, 05:42:10 PM »
The heart wants what it wants~  :doge
No excuse for putting yourself through toxic hell.
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« Reply #11687 on: October 09, 2019, 05:56:49 PM »
Indifference can make the heart grow fonder, if we playing mind games

But the tactic still allows unrequited love to live in your head rent free. I say lose the subterfuge and shirk that weight of expectation off ya shoulders.
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« Reply #11688 on: October 09, 2019, 10:02:19 PM »
Dude... I’ve been doing acid all year (cuz it doesn’t show up on drug tests) because I haven’t been able to get stoned all year because I’ve been waiting alllll fucking year for this drug test so I get salaried + benefits  soooo I can finally go to/afford motherfucking therapy!!!!!!

That’s why I’m all FUCKED UP right FuCking now about shit!!!!!!

Like I wanted to hurl myself into fucking traffic after that meeting with my supervisor or whatever the fuck his bullshit title is when he told me I wasn’t essentially valuable enough to be a salaried employee because I cannot handle their chaotic mess of a workflow which is why I’m pulling a bunch of semi-all nighters this week trying to meet deadlines. Jesus Fucking Christ.

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« Reply #11689 on: October 09, 2019, 10:08:09 PM »
Wasn't that your problem with your last job?
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« Reply #11690 on: October 09, 2019, 10:10:03 PM »
Wasn't that your problem with your last job?
Yeah because graphic designers are essentially canon fodder in the corporate world apparently.

I have 7+ years of professional experience and that seems to not amount to shit.

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« Reply #11691 on: October 09, 2019, 10:13:38 PM »
Anyway way to translate that into a different career or move to, say, a bigger city where you'll make more?
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« Reply #11692 on: October 09, 2019, 10:17:13 PM »
Anyway way to translate that into a different career or move to, say, a bigger city where you'll make more?
I’m gonna apply at BMW next week. I’m just done with design as a profession.


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« Reply #11693 on: October 09, 2019, 10:19:13 PM »
Sounds good. I'm just seeing a lot of parallels here between how you were at the end of your last job and your fuck-everything manic attitude now. Would be good to get all that stress off your back.
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« Reply #11694 on: October 09, 2019, 11:28:36 PM »
Atra is so stupid hahahaha
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« Reply #11695 on: October 09, 2019, 11:46:11 PM »
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« Reply #11696 on: October 10, 2019, 03:20:55 AM »
For anyone keeping score on bire open arrangements, the wife and I stopped being open like 10 months ago, and mostly unrelated but we’re now on the rocks. I’m having a pretty hard time with it.

Really sorry to hear that :(

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« Reply #11697 on: October 10, 2019, 03:27:31 AM »
Does that BMW job pays well ? I'm not gonna slack honest factory work, maybe having something more steady and more rigidly organised is a good thing.
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« Reply #11698 on: October 10, 2019, 05:30:31 AM »
Dude... I’ve been doing acid all year (cuz it doesn’t show up on drug tests) because I haven’t been able to get stoned all year because I’ve been waiting alllll fucking year for this drug test so I get salaried + benefits  soooo I can finally go to/afford motherfucking therapy!!!!!!

That’s why I’m all FUCKED UP right FuCking now about shit!!!!!!

Like I wanted to hurl myself into fucking traffic after that meeting with my supervisor or whatever the fuck his bullshit title is when he told me I wasn’t essentially valuable enough to be a salaried employee because I cannot handle their chaotic mess of a workflow which is why I’m pulling a bunch of semi-all nighters this week trying to meet deadlines. Jesus Fucking Christ.

Did you switch to a new job? Because this sounds like the same kind of crap you were dealing with a year ago.

It sounded like the other place would fall apart if you weren't willing to maintain your self-destructive schedule. Now you're currently hearing you're not mission-critical? What would realistically happen if you took emergency medical leave? Or is that not available if you're not a salaried employee?

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« Reply #11699 on: October 10, 2019, 09:04:43 AM »
Yes I got a new job and I’m still getting fucked over.

And I can take a medical leave but I won’t get paid for it because I’m a contractor.