you gotta subscribe like everyone else, trashy. hope I don't get shutdown, I deserve this. I really do.
can't stay single and celibate forever. I've been at this for years for no real reason at all. I really am that insane. time for some sanity and fun. she might just shut me down anyway, or maybe not have time. she's the best option because there's no feelings involved. not yet anyway.
still not sure about anything. not getting any reply, so that's probably that. feel like I gotta keep shooting and not sure who else I would even ask. that one was always a long shot and not even sure I've been shut down or not. maybe I'll just hit up SA. thinking on it now, that will save a ton of money.